I’m curious about edging and denial. The former I have tremendous experience in. The latter I’ve avoided like the plague. Left to my own devices, I will cum every day. I can’t help it. I’ve had a taste of how needy, desperate, and vulnerable being told you’re not allowed to cum can make a sub feel and now I’m hooked. The idea of being manipulated into denial is my fantasy.

I have a huge praise kink and am looking for a Master or Daddy to care for me, share their day with me, and then affectionately deny me because it’s what is best for me. While a dirty mouth makes me melt, I am demisexual and need more depth to our dynamic than just the kink. I do not expect this journey will be easy for me. This is going to be a hard habit to break so I need someone who is able to be present and doesn’t mind my clinginess.

I want the deepest connection that goes beyond the kink. I want to be owned mentally as much as I am sexually. There’s such a level of trust that I don’t question when more of my freedom or choices are taken away because you tell me I need that. It’s what’s best for me. And I want to be edged, denied, and humiliated. Needy and vulnerable. I don’t just want to be told to do something, I want to be brainwashed into believing it’s what’s best for me. I want to be infatuated and worship you. I love to be praised but also talked down to, and made to ask permission for things one normally doesn’t need to ask permission for.

Additional kinks and vanilla interests can be discussed later in our chat.

Degrading names like slut or whore are off limits. If that is important to you, we’re not a good match. I absolutely love the mindfuck of being degraded and humiliated mixed with an affectionate name like babygirl.

You will have to take the time to get to know me and build trust before I willingly submit to you and give up my orgasms. I will not respond to your message unless it’s clear you’ve written it specifically for me. I’m only interested in entertaining longterm dynamics. Time zones close to the East Coast work best.