Hi! I’m looking for a man or a woman to talk about my future goals and sexual fantasies with. Someone to help condition me to respect the patriarchy and men completely, constantly bring me down, humiliate me and make me feel small and worthless, while also encouraging me to think about serving cock all the time and to be a good sex object and homemaker.
I currently live with a much older man whom I respect and submit to wholly. One day I’d like to be attractive enough to feel worthy of offering my body to him to use for his pleasure but currently I submit to him through acts of service and looking after his home. I would really appreciate a man who encourages and trains me in this, reminding me to clean and do chores. but I understand this is time consuming, and your time is more important than mine, so it is completely optional of course.
I also see an older man regularly and submit to him sexually, giving him free use of my body whenever he likes. He has an insatiable sex drive and I provide him with company and we often go out on dates and spend time together. He is aware I see other people, and would be happy to see any photos I send you.
My kinks, although yours are more important, are extensive. Everything makes me horny and want to rub my clit. I enjoy humiliating punishments, including eating dog food, drinking piss, wedgies, inserting objects. I enjoy being given tasks such as baking, cooking, taking photos for you, masturbating and writing smut and making things. I like rules, such as not being allowed on furniture, not being allowed to eat without permission or without having the food ruined in some way, rules on how to dress and speak, rules on how to spend my finances, cruel orgasm denial for long periods of time and having my orgasms mentally conditioned to humiliating or painful things. I enjoy small acts of self harm and knife play, I think I’d enjoy taking risky pictures naked in the woods and become more and more publicly a sex object. I will enjoy whatever you enjoy. In essence, I enjoy being controlled. I enjoy having someone what to think, how to act, and what to look like. I would like to consent to being verbally abused. Manipulated. Gaslit. Brainwashed. I want to be terrified of my phone when I get a notification from you, and I want that terror to leave my cunt gushing wet and throbbing.
Well, not my cunt. Your cunt.
Message me please?
I’m 5’9, a bit chubby, with black hair, green eyes, tattoos and old self harm scars. In my free time (if you let me have any) I smoke, drink and play video games. I have a dog who deserves more love and respect than I do. She’s allowed on the furniture. I also have a job, and work a lot, but will always make time for you.
I would really really appreciate someone to help train me. Thank you for taking the time to read all this. I hope to hear from you soon.
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