Lets clarify few things.

I'm autistic, my life screams having autism.

I'm introvert to the very definition of it.

I have been severely used, mistreated, lied to, cheated on, well. I think you get the point.

love kinks.

I'm 41 BHM, Honest, loyal, sincere, extremely kinky guy. Really wanting a commitment, absolutely zero filter communication, dedicated relationship partner. Somebody deeply bdsm, servitude, sincere, sexual, honest, loving, more on monogamous that moves to throuple vibes partner.

I dont do emotional or physical damage what so ever. I do however enjoy deep serving, deep commitment, deep honesty, because I'm trying to build and enjoy life like no other partner has done for me before.

Trust issues of course, but life is what you make it, so I'm seeking somebody slave based wanting to be serving, enjoyed, thought of, and fucked in almost all possible positions.

I couldn't care less about what your ex's said you were like in bed, and I don't care about your body count, but I care about having sincere communication, sincere honesty and a reality of living with zero secrets and really kinky intimacy (yes anal).

I crave to find somebody sincere, honest, loyal, commited, tired of bullshit in relationships. Loving, warm, sensual, deeply intimate, wants very active dedicated sex life. Has blue hair, is a mix between daphne rosen and weecha xiu, is wanting communication, knowing completely everything going on in life. No secrets, no cheating, no lying, no hassles, is hardcore serving, very clingy, very cuddling, is compassionate, is a babe in her own right.

I don't smoke, I don't do drugs, I don't drink. I'd like this same in my future partner.

Please understand, I know I'm broken, I dont cherry coat things, but life is what you make it, and I have been delt a bad hand.

I dont care to bring up past experiences of negativity, I wish to create future happiness and positivities.

Please nobody that judges others for who they are, or what they are into, no bashing of any sorts, and honestly, I dont give a shit what others do for happiness, I want to make my own happiness.

I have friended and become very close lover based with a woman in uk, long distance. She has extreme agoraphobias, may not ever meet me, see me, be with me. We talk daily.

I'm supporting her ways to get healthy, go outside, etc.

I hope my future partner respects this facts about me in my life. That one I'm very honest with who I am with, secondly, that I'm not changing this side of me for anybody. I'd like to continue helping this woman out to succeed in life not sit back in bedroom wishing life away.