not really sure where to start with this, so uh, hi! i guess the title kind of states the obvious, i'm on the hunt for a dom/owner, so let's get into the meat and potatoes of this, i guess!

about me: i'm a 23y/o transman (100% socially transitioned, hrt since 01/2023, top surgery scheduled for 12/2025, no current plans for bottom surgery), he/him pronouns, the whole shebang. i'm southern, born and raised, just moved to colorado in 05/2024 with only two suitcases and my cat, so i'm still kind of becoming familiar with stuff here. i'm currently doing a gap year so to speak, but i'm going back to college soon to pursue mortuary science. i don't think colorado requires a degree for it, but having one can only raise my chances of getting hired, right? plus, i like to finish what i start, yanno! worthwhile note that i am disabled, so that's a wrench for a lot of folks. physically, i have severe crohns disease & have to be very careful with my diet and health! mentally, i'm diagnosed with c-ptsd, mdd, and autism, so there's those too, if you don't vibe w/ that, that's totally chill! just figure i should be upfront about it to weed out anyone who isn't down with the sickness (ooh ah ah ah ah) and all that lmao. i do get high (weed) a few times a week & i drink socially, so if those are turn-offs, there you go!

appearance: short black hair, grey eyes, pale skin, glasses, beanie-wearer. i'm a pretty short dude (4'11), relatively average build (not skinny, not fit, not chubby, just... average lol), little bit of squish to my tum and thighs but nothing remarkable. while they're still here, my chest is... a b cup, i think? i... don't remember, lol, i wear my binder daily so they're obsolete, most of the time. got a good amount of scars from surgery, living life, and etc. i dress pretty alternatively, huge fan of techwear but i don't have a massive collection yet, so i lean mostly into grunge/punk categories usually.

non-sexual interests: i'm a huge horror buff, i live and breathe that shit. horror films, games, args, books, animanga, etc etc. my favorite horror movie is black christmas (1974, the remakes are all dogshit), what's yours? :) kind of into animanga, could be more into it but i don't really care for a lot of modern stuff. trigun (maximum & 1998 show) is my beloved though! hobby wise, i do a lot of writing (original stories, fanfics, oc stuff, yippee!) and i'm an audiophile so i am constantly listening to something. i play video games here and there, definitely haven't had as much time for that, but i'm looking forward to dragon age: veilguard! that's probably gonna kickstart me gaming again... also really into batman rogues, and uh, columbo? for some reason? i don't know. good show, though.

sexual interests: petplay is definitely the kink for me, it's a solid requirement at this point, i can't imagine a relationship where i'm not puppy. woof woof, ya feel me? i literally own one of those plufl human dog beds and sleep in that regularly, i need this, lmao. the trans to puppy pipeline is real and if you're trans, you should be scared. it's only a matter of time before you're puppy too (/j... /hj). i have an oral fixation, so uh, i do bite... among other things. love love love giving oral, don't so much enjoy receiving it. i'd rather just give. definitely not a brat, but i am a bit cheeky sometimes, it comes with the territory, i'm afraid. i really get off on people being affectionately cruel/degrading, if you get me? like that mocking stuff. sweet sadists <3. patronizing n condescending shit, yanno. i'm a light masochist; spanking, manhandling, asphyxiation, that kind of thing. i have some other kinks i'm into in theory but have yet to try irl, would require a LOT of built trust before trying them, but they are cnc and knifeplay. and uh, i have a hand fetish for sure! so if you have nice hands... eheh. probably have a voice fetish too, at this point, just to be honest.

hard limits: watersports, scat, vomit, anal (crohns makes this just an all around no-no for me, lol), foodplay, foot stuff, ddlb/mdlb, swallowing cum (mind could be altered on this eventually, but last time i tried, i vomited. so like... yeah, idk, don't want a repeat of that, it was gross lmao). also NOT into anything detrans, misgendering, sissification, etc etc. obvious no's are anything illegal.

experience: not super experienced at all! i have had one partner in total... and that was three years ago. so uhm, yeah! he introduced me to puppyplay, though, and curse him for that shit, because now it's officially a requirement for me. haven't dated or had any hookups since then, been focusing on working on my mental and physical health. but i finally feel like i'm at a place where i can start looking again, yanno, so i figure why not try here lol.

looking for: i would really prefer something irl! i'm fine with starting online or if you're someone who plans on moving to colorado at some point, too though! i'm in the denver area, will be more specific once we get talking :). i don't really have any gender requirements... i do tend to lean more towards men or masc-presenting folks, but like, women, fem-presenting, and androgynous folks are super chill too! all genders are welcome! i'd really like someone in my age range (21-30)! i have a soft spot for anyone alt (goth, punk, grunge, emo, etc) but it's definitely not a requirement, just a preference. i'm demisexual & demiromantic, so not a lot impacts my interest as far as gender and presentation goes, it's really dependent on me forming a connection with you! we have to have compatible personalities. be down w/ the shit i'm into, yanno? similar interests and stuff! if you also make ocs, let's make ocs that can kiss each other on the mouth, idk! also love people that are passionate about something, tell me about the things you like, yap at me about your career or career goals, tell me about that webcomic w/ the space trolls that altered your brain chemistry, something! i love to hear people talk about things they like, so literally just, have interests and things you're passionate about. doesn't matter what it is! i literally listened to my friend yap about welding for two hours, i will get down w/ anything you're into!!

not looking for: poly stuff, sorry! i'm very much a one-owner pup, and i'd really like my owner to be a one-pup owner. i'm also not looking for a hookup or one night stand, i'm really interested in something more than that, and being demi, i don't think i'd be interested in someone that fast sexually anyways lol..

thanks for reading this far if you did! tried to be real thorough, so hopefully this isn't too much! if you reach out to me, don't just send a basic "hi", tell me about yourself! preferred name, age, gender & pronouns, all that good shit. have a nice day, hope to talk to some of you!! :)