I am a shy girl. And I am looking for my forever Owner. Someone who can turn me into their perfect Pet/Doll.

I am pretty cute and usually get a lot of interest. But I am a very anxious girl with lots of problems. I am socially awkward and very withdrawn. I keep running away, because I get scared. I especially get insure about sex and my sexuality. But i am tried of making excuses and running away. My biggest dream is to be fully Owned by someone. TPE, 24/7, Micromanagement, free use, Bondage (probably my Favorite), Latex, Petplay (I like being a Puppygirl) and Painplay is all stuff I dream about. (But there is more)

I need a Dom who is patient, loving and caring. Who can find the way to my heart. But also someone who can be strict and has authority. I know i need a life with set rules, someone who makes decisions for me, controls me and knows what is best for me. (Because i don’t know that) Someone who has a protective side but is also possessive and wants to make me theirs. Someone i can depend on. But also someone who knows how to take advantage of me and is as deprived and kinky as I want to be. (More extreme the better) 

I am a big screw up, I feel pretty broken. But I am full of love and devotion. I am pretty cute and feminine. Thats what people keep telling me, they keep being surprised by me not having a relationship. I have social anxiety disorder and clinical depression, and have very little friendships. But those are usually very deep. It is hard for me to open up and talking to people always feels like a chore. I know those things make me not the most attractive person, but I do think those would get much better with regular schedule and someone who looks out for me and makes better choices for my life than I can. And if you make your way into my heart I will love you forever and devote myself completely to you and the Dynamic. I am willing to relocate not much holding me here. I know this to build this kind of relationship will take some time and needs effort, and I am willing to give this everything I have!

This type of relationship with a Total Power Exchange is something i have been dreaming about for over 10 years. It is my biggest dream in my life. I really hope I can find someone who can help me make it a reality. I promise I will be the perfect submissive!

Please Write me. (I might be a bit slow, since i am having a headache today)