It's time. I've had these urge and desires for most of my life... It's time to finally act. I mean... I've tried before, with various girlfriends, but as soon as I protested a little, it was done. Nobody ever challenged me and forced me to submit. Ultimately, I was in charge.
...and I hate it. I'm tired of being independent and in charge. Being that way hasn't really gotten me anywhere. It's actually gotten me as low as I am now, and I really don't know if I can go lower.
I know I can do the things to be successful, and live comfortably, but I haven't quite figured out what those things are, or how to do them right.
Talk to me. Get to know me. Let me vent, and feel vulnerable. Take control of the things that ail me. Show me how to do things right, and in return, I am yours.
I desire to be an extension of somebody. Whatever they need, I'm there. I'm not joking when I said I want this to be TPE... I want to love and trust enough that I give up control of literally everything.
As for vanilla, I'm a geek who is active and health conscious. I play games, have a wide interest in music, and 420 friendly. Let's see if we vibe here first?
For kink: I prefer to keep pain at a minimum, and no scat... But otherwise I'm up to try anything at least once.
I'd prefer somebody local, but I'm willing to expand on that a little for the right person.
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