On an internet full of people talking about themselves, let's talk about you, shall we? If you're reading this, and it resonates, stick around til the end to learn more about me and decide if you'd like to say hello.

You love attention and just aren't getting quite enough. Someone you've been with at some point has said you're 'too much' or 'too needy', when really, all you want is to be treated like the prized possession you are. Is it really asking too much? To have someone so eager to put their hands on you that when they can't, their whole day is ruined? To have someone so enthused by the idea of having you, keeping you, that your pleasure becomes so prioritized that their ego depends on it?

I don't think so. And you don't either, which is why you're looking around posts like these, trying to find something that sparks your interest. Something that gives you a little fluttering feeling when you read it, think about it, identify with it, desire it. That's okay. It's okay to want more than to be wanted, and it's okay to want more than just wanting someone else. It's okay to need someone, when that someone is the right person. And it's okay to let that right person need you in their own way, too.

You're a functional adult with a job, goals, responsibilities, and you're so sick of day in and day out decisions. You'd love to not have to think about what to wear, what to make for dinner, when or how to please yourself...things would just feel better for you if someone else took that weight off your shoulders. Not only do you think you'd relax under someone else's control...you know deep down you'd thrive in the kind of environment that just allowed you to focus on service and submission.

You don't want to be denied. You know deep down sometimes it might be necessary, but more often than not you just want that mind numbing moment where the pleasure becomes so overwhelming that you don't know what to do with yourself. And when that happens, you want someone who knows exactly what to do with you. Because that's a pretty vulnerable state, yeah? Shaking, crying, thinking you may want more but not knowing if you can take it. What if you found someone that could help get you to that level and then bring you back down from it when all was said and done? Someone that has taken the time to learn you, inside and out, and can pride themselves on how well they take care of you?

Imagine what that might be like for you. Performing acts of service that you already inherently enjoy doing, and then experiencing such intense appreciate in return that you need to be reminded to take a good breath. Imagine not being able to get through mundane tasks like washing dishes or watching a show because there's someone craving your body and your pleasure so desperately that they can't keep their hands off of you. Imagine how it might feel to have someone in your corner, concerned only with your wellbeing and happiness. Do you think you might like that?

Then maybe we should chat. I'm a 31 year old cis female, plus sized, 5'10ish, a parent, teacher and graduate student. I'm busy but I have time for you. I have brown hair and eyes, pale skin, tattoos, and I'm open to sharing SFW selfies when you are. I'm looking for a genuine connection that may or may not lead to a long term relationship. Currently, I'm only interested in cis women.

If a word bank helps, here's a more concise idea of my kinks: overstimulation/multiple orgasms, freeuse, toys, breast/nipple play, grinding, oral, anal, training/stuffing, power exchange/TPE, acts of service, begging.

And here's some limits to be aware of: ageplay/regression, toilet related kinks, CNC, anything illegal or that causes permanent harm.

If you've stuck around this far and want to reach out and are interested, please reach out. I know it can be intimidating to initiate, so why don't you start with a bit about yourself and a requirement and/or deal-breaker that you have for a potential partner.