Excuse the bluntness—it’s a reference to Fleabag. There's a scene where the therapist asks, "Do you want to fuck the priest, or do you want to fuck God?" That question always lingered for some reason, and now, here we are.
The title might be off-putting, since 'fucking' isn’t the point for me. This isn’t about fantasy, masturbation tasks, or purely sexual arousal. I’m chasing a state of mind, something deeper and more profound.
I’m not interested in playing a role or approaching this lightly. For me, it’s about something far greater—a form of worship. It’s about total surrender, being thankful for whatever is given or taken, and finding purpose, direction, and meaning in that.
At the core of my desires are non-consensual dynamics—rape fantasies, for instance—and blackmail. While I’m not ready to dive into blackmail or reveal anything too personal, it gives you a glimpse into my headspace. The non-consent ties back to this idea of yielding to a higher power, being at the mercy of a god-like figure who has complete control, doing whatever he pleases, regardless of my will.
I’m not interested in your physical descriptions, pre-crafted messages, or half-hearted responses. What I’m after is a glimpse into your mind—your perspective and how you approach this.
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