The thing about being a savant is it's hard to tell. How do you detect something you can't recognize. How can you tell if that troubled child is really stupid, or you're too ignorant to understand they perceive the world in an entirely different way because they recognize patterns nobody else does? Nobody could figure it out, so I had to do it on my own and after 42 years on this planet I can say it with supreme confidence that I am a savant. I can produce dissertations on established works with novel concepts entirely based on empirical data and I'm only just getting started. When I dropped out of high school I didn't even know what an adjective was and if it wasn't for this marvel of engineering called the internet, I'd still be an idiot.

And with this supreme arrogance, comes supreme humility. It is that intense polarity and the resulting dynamism that manifests as a very versatile persona. Naturally kind, empathetic, and highly sensitive, I can also be exceedingly stoic, sadistic, and controlling. However, one of the many benefits of my savantism is my self-awareness is to a point that my subconscious is more of a companion. Now don't get me wrong, I'm still human and live a subjective human experience and enjoy all the things life has to offer. I'm far from perfect and make mistakes all the time and have a mountain of regret. Being intelligent doesn't mean being smart, being smart means using your intelligence wisely, but the problem with genius is that fine line on which just one step over lies madness.

I just see the world differently and fully intend to realize my vision, but along with that I really just want to be in love again and have lots of kinky, freaky sex! At first I was like okay I need an academically gifted partner, but that's not true because I can connect with anyone. The things I want most, besides the basics of chemistry and compatibility, is effort. Effort is the combination of time, attention, and energy and with the ethics of online dating it has become the most valuable commodity. Because at the end of the day, when you realize people easily lie themselves without a shred of awareness, it's not what people say that matters, but what they do. If their actions don't line up with their words they're lost and you can't help them. They come up with a million good excuses and logical reasons, but ultimately if they want to they will.

So that's what I'm looking for. A person that wants to be my partner and is willing to make the effort it takes to grow our connection into a bond so strong it becomes a permanent part of who we are and we enter into symbiosis. Someone who knows what they want and is willing to communicate and compromise because relationships live and die by communication, but they're founded on compromise. 18 only, ideal physical preferences are small and petite because I love the size difference it just makes me feel more powerful and Dominant, but also needing to be more careful and delicate with use of that power. However, I'm attracted to women of all shapes and sizes since your effort, freak level, and libido are what's going to win me over. Please, make an effort with your intro. Age, sex, location, experience level, hobbies, and remember a picture is worth a thousand words. I have pics on my profile, please look at them and include a compliment so I know you've read all this.