im a 24 year old AMAB non binary person, 5' 11", currently 200lbs, bad brown eyes with glasses, i shave my head bald due to alopecia. i prefer they/them pronouns but its not a big deal to me. im very anti social basically living in my room/online since i can remember, i get mental blocks trying to force myself into social situations if im not comfortable and freeze easily. ive never really had friends, just 2 past relationships. ive had difficulty enjoying life feeling down and tired sa long as i can remember. i have no plan or anything kind of an npc tbh.. i hope to find something/someone to look forward to in the mornings.

i love gaming and learning new thing, im very good at researching anything. im a cat parent, raising 3 litters in the past and still taking care of 12 of them.. i dont watch a lot of movie/shows on my own but i enjoy anime and movies too. im always watching youtube and if you like vanoss, jschlatt, slimescicle, any of the goons/groupchat boys, charborg, smii7y we have the same brainrot humor. also a big time stoner/gardener of it, im almost always vaping the weed i grow. i enjoy walks before the suns up and its cool outside, feeding the stray cats along the way. im really empathetic, pretty sensitive, silly stuff can make me tear up easily. cant really work or drive 😢

id really like to find someone kind and caring to get to know and ideally spend lots of time with. someone thats also into, gaming/movies/youtube, gentle femdom, likes intimacy, hand holding, neck kisses, whispers, eye contact, being held/holding etc. please sing to me even if you think you suck. i always want to be around my partner and cling to them. im hoping youd like to paint my nails and/or dress me up sometimes 😳.

um my libido is a little above average, i think.. im into 'mommy' stuff. very much a sub/bottom, i love being praised and making my partner feel good but when im comfortable with my partner i can be a switch. i also might be a little but im not really sure what that entails. im very open so please ask me anything just please let me know youre from here (:

"And then you do convince yourself to go out and do social things, hate it, and also start guilt tripping yourself about how the only reason you are out here is the end goal of finding a partner.

That's it. That is literally it.

No, I do not want to go to a fucking country music festival or concert or bar.

I wanna play games(board, cards, videogames) and smoke weed, do arts and crafts, and watch one of out favourite movies for the 100th time in pajamas." - random reddit comment i resonate with.