What I'm looking for is very niche and puts a lot of people off so I'm just going to be as straightforward and honest as possible about what I'm looking for and hope for the best. My first girlfriend was raped and molested as a teen, I didn't know about it until we had been together for about six months and she trauma dumped on me and explained that her stepdad groomed, molested, and raped her for years. I was obviously very disgusted, and angry, and felt horrible for her and wanted to do anything I could to help heal her psychological scars. She suggested at one point during a heart to heart talk that I reenact things with her. I don't know what was going through her head at that time but I was ashamed and disgusted at myself for being turned on hearing her say she wanted to be raped. From that point on in our relationship anytime we were alone I would treat her as if she were my step daughter and I would do all the same things her stepdad did to her. I'd put a Disney movie on and cuddle under a blanket with her In the living room and play with her pussy feet away from unsuspecting family members of hers, I would trigger her PTSD by backing her into the corner of a room mid conversation and grope her, I'd sneak into her room at night while she was asleep and rape her, and of course id love bomb and sweet talk her throughout all of it. I became hooked on a look she got in her eyes when she was reliving past trauma and loved the rush I would get from being a predator without any moral hangups. I have never I'm my life felt more alive than when I was pretending to be her rapist and I have been searching for that feeling ever since.

I want to be a girl's perverted, rapist, step dad again, plain and simple... I'm much older than I was the first time around and can play the part better than ever. I'm looking for a legal aged girl who is young enough to pass as my daughter or at least looks young enough to play the part. A girl who is comfortable with age regression and gets excited at the thought of being taken advantage of by an older man. I would love if you have some past trauma you want to reenact but it's not necessary. If I have to be specific kink wise I'm looking for a Ddlg style relationship with a dark twist, with elements of CNC, free use, age play, and praise/discipline. I'm from California but I'm open to you being from anywhere as long as you are open to relocating someday.

I am 36, white, tall, and midway between muscular and chubby. I have a beer belly that is shrinking every day and everything else is more muscular than the average man. I'm bearded, bald, and have tattoos that I regret. I can be a gigantic wholesome teddy bear who loves affection and cuddles but also an intimidating stern bear of a man, and I can switch in a heartbeat depending on my mood. I love being a wholesome caring nurturing father figure juxtaposed with my dark desires and kinks and I'm looking for the kind of girl who is turned on by that kind of duality.

I have been flamed, and have had posts like this reported and taken down in the past so I just want to reiterate that I am only looking for legal aged consenting women and I'm not looking for anything illegal or immoral. If you do not like what I am looking for them move on and leave me be.

I hope this all makes sense and reaches the right audience, I look forward to hearing from you.