He told me to suppress what’s me, throw away the dark and dirty thoughts and finally come clean. My therapist thinks I need correcting in a way I find so uniform but I’ve never been one for conforming. I think I need to replace him.

You can call me Ally and you can call this my unfortunate personal ad. I know I’m a broken girl but no one seems to be able to repair me or vanquish my intrusive and very sexual thoughts or my depressive inclinations. I’m hoping to find a new clinician to fix me up or tie me down, whatever is his fancy.

I am looking for someone who can take on a therapist/caretaker role and help me navigate my sexual experience as well as my emotional landscape. Thus, I am interested in someone who can help structure my pretty aimless day, provide rewards and discipline, create sexually based therapeutic sessions as well as things like art therapy or DBT (dialectical behavioral therapy).

This would be an online dynamic given my complicated life circumstances at this time but I may be open to something IRL in the future once I am well. I am located in New England but geography isn’t an issue if we find a way.

About Me: I am a 31 year old curvy/chubby woman with long brown hair and intimidating legs (some pictures in my profile). I am a writer but I am currently too disabled to work. I struggle with several mental and physical health issues which limit my activity. I like subjects like cultural anthropology, urban sociology, science fiction and the occult. I’m into a lot of different music and used to play a few instruments.

About Kink: My primary interests are anal only, affectionate cruelty, diaper discipline, humiliation, and orgasm denial but I like many other things. I have several years of experience in my local scene and have done erotic modeling in the past.

About You: there is very little I require but I do expect effort in the same vein as the effort required for this ad. If you can’t do that then I’m not for you. I am not looking for someone older than 55 or younger than 26.

Can I make an appointment with you?