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因為我的英語不太好，擔心引起誤解，遂選擇使用我的母語來發帖。 我是個亞洲女孩，23歲，單身，身高 5'3"，體重 94 磅。性格內向，極少社交，不抽煙不喝酒，喜歡一個人獨處。 由於很多複雜的原因使我意識到我有成為 sub 的傾向，其中我受家庭環境因素影響很大。我父親是個家暴男，在我年幼時他常常會打我和我的母親，後來我稍長一些時父母離異了，我跟隨母親生活，但是父親曾經對我造成的影響仍然如同附骨之蛆緊緊纏繞著我。我渴望被年長的男性懲罰和管教，我渴望通過服從權威以得到安全感的補足，我渴望得到出發點來自於愛的疼痛，以彌補我長久以來心裡缺失的東西…… 我很抱歉我的心理狀態可能並不是特別穩定，但我有在努力去調整我自己。我不知道怎麼解釋這種複雜的感情，希望能得到有經驗的 dom 指導，哪怕只是交個朋友聊聊天我也會很開心🥰
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Hi. Because my English is not very good, I'm worried about causing misunderstandings, so I chose to post in my native language. I am an Asian girl, 23 years old, single, 5'3" tall, and weigh 94 pounds. I have an introverted personality, rarely socialize, do not smoke or drink, and enjoy being alone. Due to many complex reasons, I've realized that I have a tendency to be submissive, and my family environment has greatly influenced this. My father was abusive, and when I was young, he often beat me and my mother. Later, when I was a bit older, my parents divorced, and I lived with my mother, but the impact my father had on me still clings to me like a bone-gnawing maggot. I crave punishment and guidance from older, fatherly men, I yearn for a sense of security through obedience to authority, and I long for pain that comes from love to make up for the long-lost things in my heart... I'm sorry that my mental state may not be particularly stable, but I'm trying to adjust myself. I don't know how to explain these complex feelings, and I hope to get guidance from experienced doms, even just making friends and chatting would make me very happy. 🥰
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