Hi. Confession time. I’m very high, very horny right now, and it’s just one of those nights where the edible-induced horniness is just connecting a lot of dots right now. So, this post is going to be a little rambly, mostly because I was struck by inspiration, but I’m still processing. What better way to process than to write it out? I tend to be more light-hearted and horny-focused on this profile, but this post is going to be one of the more vulnerable things I have put out on the internet. 

Still with me? 

**To start**: I’m 5'1", Asian, dark hair, curvy build. I love sex and I'm insatiable for the right partner. I love flirting, teasing, and if you know the importance of stimulating a woman's mind as much as her body, then you'll no doubt have me soaking wet whenever I'm in your presence. 

This year has been absolute hell and cathartic all at the same time. I lost my job at the end of December, and with the tech market the way it is, it’s been a long year of job hunting, to say the least. I’ve also largely spent this time just absolutely rotting - I promise it’s not as bad as it sounds. 

In truth, I hadn’t realized how burnt out I was being a #bossbabe #careerwoman etc. etc. etc. It’s *exhausting* having goals and thinking for myself, quite frankly. So while some days I feel as if I’ve wasted away 2024, other days I have been extremely grateful to have the resources and ability to just decompress and hibernate - with bouts of partying and social activity here and there lmaaaaao. (I’m an extrovert at heart.) It’s been an interesting balance of self care and self indulgence. 

I’m beginning to get restless, however, and I’m ready to slowly come out of hibernation. The problem is I’m the type of person that is *very* externally motivated, and if you just imagine my self drive and determination as a parabolic curve, we’re at the bottom of the curve. This has left me stumped and frustrated recently. I want to get back into the gym. I want to start cooking again. I want to ride my bike and paddleboard before the weather turns. I want a lot of things, but I think what’s missing is the proper motivation and reward to push me. 

The other problem is that I’m the type of person that is *very* motivated by sex, but find myself lacking in adequate partners. 2024 has also been hell for dating 🥲 Seriously, the universe has been testing me, and I’m tired of being one of God’s strongest warriors. But I digress. I’m easily frustrated by horny disappointment, but when there is chemistry and a connection, I absolutely come to life. 

All this to say, I realized tonight that what I’ve been missing and craving is a strong dominant figure in my life to help provide the structure and routine that I need to bounce back to form. My previous D/s connections have been more sexually charged than lifestyle focused, but I’m hoping to find someone that can provide both. I’m a person that needs structure and routine, yet there must be flexibility because too much rigidity bores me. This balance has honestly been something that I’ve always struggled with - when it comes to hobbies, my career, etc. I tend to be all in or it’s complete chaos, no in between. (Ask me about the time I went into a 20 week prep for a bodybuilding show and folded after about 8 weeks LOL)

What you’ll learn about me is that mental stimulation is extremely important. A lot of the kinks I enjoy have a mental component that, when someone knows how to properly stimulate, make them so much more enjoyable for me. Some of the **kinks** I’d love to see incorporated into this (albeit not an exhaustive list):

**Bimbofication** - though not nearly to the extremes of body modification and plastic surgery lol. I enjoy this kink in combination with hypno, dumbification, mind corruption and things like that. There’s something I find very hot about the idea of building and molding my body for a man’s pleasure and enjoyment, for others to look at and lust after. 

To achieve the physical aspect of this kink, it empowers lifestyle changes that include exercise and diet that, by myself, I struggle to maintain consistently. Again - all in or complete chaos (: This is why I have a trainer to keep me accountable, but I want to take it to the next step and have a daddy dom that enforces that accountability. 

**Edging and orgasm control/denial** - if you peruse my profile, you’ll find that this is a big kink for me. This post is getting so fucking long and it’s almost 5:30 and I am *tired* of typing, but I feel like I have to commit to finishing at this point omg. I love how desperate and needy edging and denial makes me, which just turns me into a braindead slut that’s eager to please. The feeling of my thoughts just draining out of my head while my body hones in on how good it feels being stimulated? Amazing. 11/10. I’d love to explore this more with my next partner, and perhaps even extended denial. 

ACTUALLY, I’M STOPPING HERE LOL. The rundown of some of my other kinks include: rougher elements such as slapping, spanking, hair pulling, choking; I’m a slut for bondage and will absolutely melt if rope is involved; I fucking love anal; face fuck me until my head is empty and I’ve made a mess of myself; light degradation and humiliation; light impact play; CNC; outfit control is fun; toys are even more fun. And more, I’m sure.

Long-term dating is my goal. I don't mind something more casual, but I'm looking for the type of dom that wants to dress me up, take me out and show me off, before dragging me home to make a mess of me. 

Chemistry and attraction are very important to me. I'm a sucker for tall, fit men with nice voices. Articulate and creative, depraved minds will make me swoon.

tl;dr cute, horny slut in need of handsome strict dom for accountability and depraved sex.  **Local** only. Willing to travel around Central Texas if the connection is right. 

Good night.