Hello :)

I'm here hoping to meet my future Dom and romantic partner. I'm recently out of a long term relationship and prior to that had been single for many years following the passing of my first Master, and a rather traumatic experience with another Dom. I've tried to give a (long, I know!) rough overview about myself below, but I'm very open and honest, so will happily expand on any points or answer any questions!

I'm very, very subby and feminine, I love wearing dresses, and looking after my skin and hair, but my real passion is makeup, I have a huge collection I love playing with. I'll say upfront that I am disabled, I suffered a traumatic brain injury several years ago which left me with epilepsy and weakness in my left side. I now use a cane when I'm outside, but my mobility has improved massively in the past couple of years. I had been housebound for several years, but I'm now able to function independently, although due to my epilepsy I can't drive. Partly due to being more active now, I've lost a significant amount of weight in the past 2 years, going from a size 28 to a size 18-20. Losing weight has definitely fuelled my desire to look my best with my clothing and makeup, I feel that as I am the property of my Master, it shows my respect for him by careful choosing of outfits, hair, makeup, jewellery, perfume, etc, in addition to any requests he has for me to wear lingerie, plug, benwa balls, etc!

I work part-time from home in a leadership role in the healthcare industry, a job I love doing, but is the opposite of my sub nature having to manage and instruct others, so having play time with my Master (and perhaps new friends joining us) is very important to me as a way of de-stressing. I love reading, drawing, and calligraphy, I have some beautiful fountain pens! Cooking and baking is one of my favourite activities, it makes me very happy to serve a delicious meal that's been carefully prepared (wearing my frilly apron of course), bringing my Master homemade snacks, creating meal plans, and doing the associated shopping and household tasks. As I work part-time, I have plenty of opportunities to serve my Master by cleaning, doing laundry, ironing etc. It sounds strange, but I've very much enjoyed helping my Master prepare for work by ironing and laying/hanging out his clothes, polishing his shoes, shaving him (wherever he wants shaving...I do like doing some male grooming), preparing him a nice lunch with homemade goodies and a note! It's also important to me to keep a subs journal, which I would like my Master to be involved in, I feel that it adds to the intimacy of a relationship being able to share through written words thoughts and feelings that otherwise might be too difficult to express. I find that particularly when apart that having a journal really helps me to continue showing my devotion even if we're not physically together. I like taking photos and videos for my Master, particularly when I'm trying new makeup or a new outfit! As I said, I'm definitely a girly girl! Of course I will share photos in private, but physically I am 5'3", as I mentioned I'm a size 18-20, I have waist length dark brown hair and brown eyes (although I like wearing colour contacts sometimes) and I'm mixed race. I have my ears double pierced and one conch piercing in addition to a nose piercing, but I don't have plans for any more right now!

I'm hoping to find a 'gentle/pleasure' Dom, I love to serve, but I'm not a brat. I value honesty and openness above all else. Ideally I'd like to meet someone who is around my age or older, I don't have any kids myself but have no problem with other people's kids! I have many of my own kinks but pain is not one of them, neither is humiliation/degradation, and I get the most pleasure from giving pleasure. I do want a serious relationship and feel that the trust and bond from having a D/s dynamic is fantastic for a healthy and loving relationship. I have a detailed limit list I'm happy to share, and my kinks include toys, lingerie, dressing up (I have quite the toy and lingerie collection!) oral sex, particularly giving, spanking, hair pulling, mild exhibitionism, swinging, bondage, shibari, CNC, role-play, DD/lg, foot jobs, anal play...there's more, but I'd prefer to discuss further in private!