I’m an absolute pain slut and masochist sub.

I’m a newish sub, and I started my s/m journey last month and looking to explore more, preferably with an experienced sadist dom; IRL, older than me, to own, use, abuse me for his pleasure. Hopefully this can lead to something longer term, but short term fun also welcome.

I’ve discovered I’m a massive pain junkie.

You can check my profile for a past success story and pictures of a Reddit cnc meet.

I like a fair amount of pain and like bruises to be left for weeks after. No permanent damage or visible marks on the face though.

I love being manhandled, restrained, fighting back and being overpowered as you fuck and beat me into submission. Even better if you degrade me. Made helpless against whatever punishment you give. Feeling powerless against the weight of your body on top of mine. I’ve been told by a few sadists that I’m on the extreme end even for them.

I have a long list of kinks, so the below isn’t exhaustive, but in general I love:

• Heavy impact /pain play (face slaps, body and ass slaps, cane , crop, flogger , spanking)
• Bondage (tape, restraints, handcuffs, being pinned/held down. I’d like to explore shibari ),
• Resisting you and be overpowered.
• Breath play (choking,asphyxiation, gagging, hand covering mouth to muffle cries).
• Pussy slaps, pussy flogging, boob torture
• Kisses (forced, gentle, head body etc)
• Physical touch (e.g. caressing my face before slapping me)
• Abusing and pounding against my cervix
• Cnc, free use, rough, edging, forced orgasms.
• Hair pulling (dragged around by my hair)
• E-stim
• Degradation (being called slut, whore, good girl etc, dirty talk, threats, being thrown around)
• Want to try figging and waterboarding
• Fisting (vaginal), Double vaginal penetration (dvp), I want to try double penetration
• I want to try gang bang/rape
• Anal and painal if you know how to do it properly
• Breeding - this isn’t necessarily my kink, but I don’t mind if the guy is into it
• Lots of Bruises & impact marks on the body
• I like to be made to cry, and can be loud when being beaten, so you’d have to be comfortable and enjoy being a sadist.
• Bleeding from being fucked too hard / cervix bruising is ok
• Bleeding from being whipped/caned etc is also ok but I’d rather not have too much broken skin .
• [ ] Limits
• No blood, piss, scat, or vomit, no burns
• No permanent damage
• No needles, sharps, blades, flames
• No spitting or fluids (cum etc) in my mouth (spitting/ cum on me is ok), no feet near my face.
• No visible marks on my face. .
• [ ] Aftercare
• Cuddles, hair strokes, light kisses, face caressing,
• being called good girl, reassurance, gentle pats while being held.
• If I’m crying, wiping the tears from my face,
• checking in on me in the coming days,
• being told I’m safe and I’m ok.

I have a full life outside of the bedroom, in my daily life I’m an scientist working in research, and can hold a conversation in a wide range of topics. I’m educated, witty (so I’ve been told), well- travelled, love travelling, hiking, wild camping, DIY & tech projects, music, and general geeky stuff.

I’m 5’3, 34D, East Asian, average medium build (but if you’re looking for someone skinny or slim I’m not your person), long black hair, been told I’m pretty but beauty is subjective.

My ideal dom would be older than me (31 ), taller than me (but not deal breaker), and also have a well rounded life outside of BDSM. Someone I can get along with and interested in getting to know one other, a good communicator, respectful, goal and growth orientated, and be someone willing to explore each other’s limits and desires, possibly form a friendship or something longer term. Bonus if you’re also a bit of a geek and like travelling.

Communication is key, looking for something IRL, if interested please send me a message, telling me a bit about yourself, your experiences, likes and limits, and let’s go from there.