I’m an absolute pain slut and masochist sub.

I looking for an experienced sadist dom, IRL, older than me, to own, use, abuse me for his pleasure. Hopefully this can lead to something longer term, but short term fun also welcome.

You can check my profile for a past success story and pictures of a Reddit cnc meet.

I like a fair amount of pain and like bruises to be left for weeks after. No permanent damage or visible marks on the face though.

I love being manhandled, restrained, fighting back and being overpowered as you fuck and beat me into submission. Even better if you degrade me. Made helpless against whatever punishment you give.

I have a long list of kinks, so the below isn’t exhaustive, but in general I love:

• Heavy impact play (face slaps, body and ass slaps, cane , crop, flogger , spanking)
• Pain play
• Bondage (tape, restraints, handcuffs, being pinned/held down. I’d like to explore shibari ),
• Resisting you and be overpowered.
• Breath play (choking,asphyxiation, gagging, hand covering mouth to muffle cries). I want to try waterboarding.
• Pussy slaps, pussy flogging, boob torture
• Abusing and pounding against my cervix
• Cnc, free use, breeding, rough, edging, forced orgasms.
• Hair pulling (dragged around by my hair)
• Degradation (being called slut, whore, good girl etc, dirty talk, being thrown around)
• Want to try figging and waterboarding
• Fisting (vaginal), Double vaginal penetration (dvp), I want to try double penetration
• I want to try gang bang/rape
• Anal and painal if you know how to do it properly
• Lots of Bruises & impact marks on the body

• I like to be made to cry, and can be loud when being beaten, so you’d have to be comfortable and enjoy being a sadist.

• [ ] Limits

• No blood, piss, scat or vomit, no burns

• No permanent damage

• No needles, sharps, blades, flames

• No spitting or fluids (cum etc) in my mouth (spitting/ cum on me is ok), no feet near my face.

• No visible marks on my face.

• [ ] Aftercare Cuddles, hair strokes, light kisses, face caressing, being called good girl, gentle pats while being held. If I’m crying, wiping the tears from my face,

I have a full life outside of the bedroom, in my daily life I’m an scientist working in research, and can hold a conversation in a wide range of topics. I’m educated, witty (so I’ve been told), well- travelled, love travelling, hiking, wild camping, DIY & tech projects, music, and general geeky stuff.

I’m 5’3, 34D, average medium build (but if you’re looking for someone skinny or slim I’m not your person), long black hair, been told I’m pretty but beauty is subjective.

My ideal dom would be older than me (31 ), taller (but not deal breaker), and also have a well rounded life outside of BDSM. Someone I can get along with and interested in getting to know one other, a good communicator, respectful, goal and growth orientated, and be someone willing to explore each other’s limits and desires, possibly form a friendship or something longer term. Bonus if you’re also a bit of a geek and like travelling.

Communication is key, looking for something IRL, if interested please send me a message, telling me a bit about yourself, your experiences, likes and limits, and let’s go from there.