Hi… this is quite outside my comfort zone haha but after bottling inside this need and craving for years I’ve finally giving in and used someone’s advice to post on here.

About me: 25, brunette, tall, curvy, virgin, will show my face once trust is set between us but I’ve basically been told I look like belle 🤷🏻‍♀️ so you can imagine that for now.

Pictures: https://ibb.co/dpdhh7k https://ibb.co/HCtZV84 https://ibb.co/z4Pxprq https://ibb.co/R9WH7Hm

I’ve always had these fantasies for ages and never acted upon it because I was simply too embarrassed, especially being a virgin and not even wanting my first to be taken gently. I don’t think it’s normal but maybe I can find another person with the same inkling as me.

I love feeling dominated, smothered, being forced. All the guys I’ve dated I’ve felt were too soft or too unlikable for me which is why I’ve pushed everyone away.

I knew I wasn’t normal when I kept having fantasies about men raping me and rather then putting myself in further dangerous situations like I have been these past month. I thought maybe I could find a trusted partner and let them have their way with me completely and finally be free.

My kinks vary from cnc or basically r*pe, blackmailing, humiliation, bondage, kidnapping fantasies, choking-breath play, slapping, sensation play, orgasm control/edging, praise, bit of watersports, exhibitionist etc. I can’t list everything on the top of my head but what I’m looking for is basically to be a fresh toy, unused and opened specifically by you. Whoever you are.

What I’m looking for: a mature man, older, buffy man. Age doesn’t matter to me as long as I’m attracted to your attributes. Yes I have severe daddy issues.

I want someone to guide me in this journey of discovering myself while he can also enjoy my body and obedience. It will begin strictly online but if it’s wanted by you maybe we can meet irl but of course after a long time of getting to know each other and our trust grows. Then, you can live out your full fantasies and use my body as you please with your real touch. Including taking my first and ruining me forever.

-as I’ve shared my pictures upfront, please share yours once reaching to me :) thank you…