First and formost : I am plus sized, bbw, fat, whatever you would like to call it. I have plenty of pictures on my page, feel free to check them out. I am also ENM, and partnered. He knows, he will not be participating. We date separately. Out of respect for my partner I will not be calling anyone Daddy, even though that is a key part of what I'm looking for. I am look for something long term. I am not looking to jump into a dynamic. That takes time and communication. Online is cool, but meeting is even more fun.

Vanilla me is a shy, nerdy, weirdo who would rather be at home reading a book or listening to music. I enjoy playing dnd and collecting cute little trinkets. In the summertime I like to spend my time in nature. Either floating down the river collecting pretty rocks or smoking in my hammock while listening to the wind blow the leaves in the trees. In the winter I will be a blanket burrito until the sun comes out.

So what is it exactly that I'm looking for? Well.. a Dominant who has a duality to himself. A soft side, a DD who focuses on my wellbeing. A safe harbor in the storm of life, an emotional sanctuary, a teacher and comforter. Someone who can be silly but stern, comfort me through hard days, push me to do better, and praise me for doing a good job. Someone who wants to build an emotional connection and really get to know each other while building trust. Then there is the dark side of him, the side thay likes to play more rough with me. Treats me like a toy, plays with my body and my mind. Hurts me (in ways we have agreed upon) then tells me it's all my fault [mind games]. Uses me inches from plan b [breeding] while I'm tied up knowing he is going to flush it anyways[cnc].

I have a wide variety of kinks but my major kinks at the moment are.. -Hucow. -Breeding/impregnation. (Currently in my first trimester) -CNC. -Edge play (not to be confused with edging 🤭). -Mindgames.

A few things I'm not interested in.. - TPE - Calling anyone Daddy - Bathroom control - Anal penetration - Master/slave dynamic

I won't respond to basic messages, ones requesting I submit instantly or those with no depth. I'm looking for a real connection not solely based on sex. If you have previously messaged me and I haven't messaged you back, try again. It's hard to filter through all the messages on here.