I'm going to be straight forward here, I am US Army retired i served for 12 years and for 8 of it 2 deployments I was part of Task Force Delta for the usarmy. I specialized in urban combat and guerilla warfare. I have experience in BDSM it leans towards the preferences of my, well let's say less accepted side depending on the circle I'm in ATM. What I need to express foremost is I want serious conversations not just a distant and distracted woman. Age is not a preference of mine but if you're like 70 I'll probably respectfully decline I don't want to shatter a hip.so here we are you and me me talking and you intently listening, if I could direct you're attention stage left where I have a 5 bedroom house and stage right where I have 2 unused cars In Great condition you can see that I'm not a dipshit who comes unprepared. Oh and a whole.bedroom of the house had been fitted to be my personal torture chamber, luck is where preparation meets success am I right?

So now we come to the moment where I've read that most men describe how they look and what their cock size is, side note that's hysterical, but anyways lol I'm not going to do that because I know I have everything a woman could want or need. IM SHOPPING NOT YOU LOL

I don't have to prove myself to anyone I've done that for myself 100 times over, I don't need anyone's approval or opinion of me to be grand to have SELF ESTEEM.

I am looking for a Service slave that is selfless and task oriented, if you are the jealous type you're not selfless BTW. ITS A FACT ACCEPT IT, sharers are really the only selfless servicing women, they are willing to give themselves to another completely, an ideal can be instilled upon them that is absolute.

No I will not accept males unless there is no sexual motivation , I really have explored it and I'm truly not gay, sorry femboys not youre lucky day.

So alas we arive at the conclusion of my presentation "drum roll please" there are two rules 1. Expectations lead to disappointment (go with the flow) And 2. If you stop talking to Master of have "too busy" of a life I am a patient man and only talk to one woman at once but my patience is not unlimited. (Don't ghost and try to come back later when you're bored with another i won't be there.)

True masochistic slavery is what I'm after here not games or a half commitment it just upsets me and I'll tell you in the beginning if I'm talking to another woman I don't split my attention until my slave asks for a play partner or servant themselves.

If you want this to be your life you have to just do it and stop letting fear drive the boat.