i'm obsessed with the idea of someone seeing/meeting me once and becoming obsessed, to the point of stalking- stuff like following me, breaking into my place when i'm sleeping, hidden cameras in my room, etc. and meanwhile they're learning the things i like and what turns me on so they can slowly manipulate me into being just as desperate for them as they are for me. i'm not easily manipulated so if you're smart enough to actually manipulate me without my having to play along, that would be amazing. sexually i'm looking for a soft dom. kinks are choking, biting, light bondage, light pet play, kissing, body worship, somnophilia, probably something else i'm forgetting too. i need someone who's patient with me as i warm up to you and willing to give tons of reassurance. and who is single. i'm 5'6 (168cm) and 150lbs (68kg), short brown hair, blue eyes, pale asf, and a little curvy with impressively small tits. i'm into gaming, indie rock, and having unreasonably detailed knowledge on extremely esoteric topics. i wouldn't say no to an actual relationship coming out of this, either. just throwing that out there. last two people i hit it off with bc of a post have told me 1 week in that their personal lives have gotten too much to have any attention to give to me. which i get but it hurts bc i rlly liked them. pls stop doing that to me. if any of this interests you, please dm me bc i'm a bit desperate smile to be clear, i'm not looking to be manipulated via gaslighting and being put down. and i'm not just looking to be a sub. i made this post very specific for a reason. i got a ton of messages from people who fully did not get what i was looking for. please dm with something that makes it clear you want what i want, so i know we are on the same page. also looking for someone nearby bc i'm so starved for physical attention. pls i just want to sit in someone's lap is that too much to ask