Why do you want to serve?” “Why do you want to submit?”
These are the questions that I am asked when I announce that I’m looking for a man to lead and guide me into becoming the perfect doll/object for him. Well the answer is quite simple. I was a kid when I watched the women in my life cater to their men! Watching this, I felt something within me shift. I thought to myself “this is what I want, to serve a man as they do.” And even though I believed this, I felt as if the women I’ve watched tend to the men, I thought that they lacked discipline. I remember being with the girls in my family when they were playing cards or gossiping, the men would call and say “I’m thirsty bring me a drink.” And they would respond “we’re busy get it yourself.” I felt like that was the ultimate disrespect. They should've stopped what they were doing and fetch the man his drink, so I got up from the table and gave it to them and felt overjoyed when they gave me praise. It was then when I knew that my life had meaning and it was to be a mans property. To serve, to submit isn’t a kink that I use to get off it’s been with me literally my entire life. They didn’t know it but I was taught how to cater to a man, to go the extra mile, to please them except when it comes to me I wish to be controlled completely. I’m not looking for a fake alpha or a fake dom who demands respect. I’m not looking for someone who feels the need to be loud to get attention, I believe a real man can say a few words and have the same effect. I’ll be more than happy to tell you a bit more about myself but I’ve taken up enough of your time, and being the busy man that you are I do not take that for granted. So thank you and may you find what you’re looking for.
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