Introduction For the last 4 years, I’ve hidden my edging/gooning addiction from my gf. She’s never liked porn but, I haven’t learned to live without porn/hentai since dating her. Like most people, I started watching porn in my youth. My addiction only became apparent when I discovered hypnosis and censored porn. Now I can’t stop watching…

About me I’m a porter and I work on weekdays. I’m quite the night owl. My favorite hobbies are writing, gaming, and making you laugh. I love sci-fi movies. I’m 6.2, attractive, and slim. If you wish to see my appearance just check my profile.

Looking for… I’m looking for a woman who understands that men like me are simple creatures. Some of us carry a burden between our legs that often keeps us from thinking clearly. I’ve come to realize I shouldn’t fight the urges that cloud my mind. Rather, I should give up my body to a woman who knows what’s best for me.

I’m seeking someone 40 to 18 years old who would be happy training me. If you expect daily interaction I can definitely honor that. I love brutal honesty and humiliation but I also really appreciate praise when I do something right. Verification is important to me and it’s the only thing I would ask of you. I’m happy to show my face if you wish to share yours but it’s not a dealbreaker. If we click, I’d like to keep the relationship long-term if possible.

Desires, kinks and limits I often have thoughts about being forced to edge myself and becoming a woman’s plaything. These thoughts don’t go away and I would rather embrace them than fight. I want to be trained by a feminine superior; someone who will tell me when to edge, how to pose/dress for nudes and also when to cum. Anal training and chastity are also on the table (I have a few toys & a clear plastic cage). I have an urge to be humiliated for exposing myself and being praised for being obedient. I will melt if you tell me I’m a good little loser.

I find great pleasure knowing that a woman would find me useful as her pet. I want to be the little slut in your pocket/purse that you enjoy humiliating. I’m just on standby, ready to submit at a moments notice to your whims. Even if I’m at work you could order me to strip in the bathroom and abuse me. No one would know that I secretly crave being under your control. Keep me on the edge of climax for days. Cage me when I’m home alone. Make me wear a plug and pose for you. It’s important that I’m always ready to make you happy whenever possible.

I have to stop torturing myself with denial and guilt and let a womanly figure take control of my urges for her pleasure. I want to give control to someone who wants me needy and horny for them. I want my habit to be nurtured.

My only limits are extreme self-harm, scat-play, and feminization. I am very open minded but, I really don’t appreciate being catfished. <3

My mindset When I am alone, I edge myself for long periods without cumming; even holding it in for days at a time. If I actually try to stay away from porn and I’m alone at home, I always have to pretend I don’t want to jerk off. I have no means to kick this habit for good. There are too many triggers around me to deny my desires. I cannot talk about it with anyone irl. I feel like it’s pointless trying to fight it off. So many lewd thoughts enter my mind and I cannot share them with anyone.

Full disclosure I’m also here because my domestic partner has no interest in what I really desire. She is not aware of this side of me so, it truly would be our little secret. Not everyone is ok with cheating and I want to inform those who care. However, as a sub, you can expect me to be loyal to you and only you.

Outro Thank you so much for reading! Please feel free to ask me anything if you have further questions. Please don’t be hesitate to share what you really think of me. I enjoy brutal honesty. This post will remain here until I’ve been claimed~