I'm Looking for the Living Embodiment of This Emoji: 🥺

She'll be a cute girl, younger than 30, with some dark fantasies and a dream of being controlled by a confident, intelligent man who only has so many rules because he cares so much about her. She'll be a bit shy, or maybe very shy, perhaps nerdy, into books and art, a lover of music (she won't have been the same since she discovered Deftones... or Lana Del Rey... or some new artist I’ve never heard of). She'll crave the intimate bonding that comes with deep, long lasting voice chats about philosophy, or conspiracy theories, or maybe just her favorite movies.

She'll be the chaotic type. A feminine dream in the mold of Lana or Amy Winehouse. One who is keenly aware of and maybe even afraid of her impulsive nature and desperate for a calm, masculine presence to control it. She’s attracted to men older than her because she desires a stable maturity that she can bounce off of—a man who won’t crumple against her whims and who can withstand the maelstrom of her emotions, whom she can reward with her sweet, relaxed submission. I want a girl who is looking for permission to turn her scattered brain off and melt into my arms.

She'll get excited, and only a little scared, when she provokes a strong reaction out of him. She won't shy away when he calls her awful, degrading names, because secretly she'll know that's all she is before him, and even though it's not something she'd ever admit to the world, it's all she's ever wanted to be. THEN again, she needs time to build a strong relationship before she can be comfortable submitting this way... but she knows when she gets there she'll do everything to fulfill his wishes... which will by extension become her wishes.

About Me:

I'm a tall white man from the Midwest... burly and handsome. I work outdoors with my hands. I love writing, reading, and music (literally any kind). I value masculinity in myself and I love love love (SERIOUSLY LOVE) submissive women. I want someone who read the post above and felt like I was speaking for her. Let's keep that going... let's build something together.

If you're still reading this... let me know about the last thing you learned that truly shifted your perspective. Also, include a pic (or be willing to exchange within a few messages...) I'll send one back :).