So I was born with hypospadias, which is an intersex trait depending on who you ask, and it made my urethral opening lower along my shaft. Doctors tried to fix it by cutting off and using my foreskin to create the other half of my urethra that would correctly exit at the tip. With that, they also took the entire frenulum, which is like the dick's version of a clit. Having all this sensitive tissue moved inside my urethra led me to discover sounding early on, since ordinary masturbation no longer fully scratched the itch.

You might not believe me as a hairy masculine-presenting guy now, but I did and still do deal with gender dysphoria from time to time - I just didn't think transitioning wouldn't make me happy and would probably end up more trouble than it was worth. I get by okay now since learning to be mostly happy as I am, but I've found with time that receiving penetration via sounding and getting pleasure that way actually does a lot to stir and satisfy those feelings of femininity.

Getting to the point, I've wanted more out of that lately. Not just being sounded by a partner, but for them to actually go inside me that way. It only crossed my mind as a vague and useless fantasy for the longest time until my degenerate brain realized that with some training and stretching, a trans guy could probably fit his t-dick in my urethra and fuck me with it. It took my imagination some time to really wrap my head around it, but I honestly feel like the experience alone would be beyond words.

And of course, I wouldn't be posting in BDSMpersonals if I wasn't also into bondage and CNC and other stuff related to bedroom/relationship dynamics. Truth be told, I kinda just want to start by talking to someone about it, exchange thoughts and ideas, see where it goes. Friends are always cool, and who knows, maybe we'll even get to meet up someday, or something. I've got a lot going on in life right now, so I won't hold my breath.