Sorry for the long ass post! Do you feel like no will accept you? That they will shun you if you revealed your kinks? Maybe you think that you are not good looking enough or you have been rejected all your life, maybe you hate the life you live. But you know deep down you want to love someone and be loved. Well I think we can help each other, I have always loved marginalized and outcasts, people who don't fit in with the norm, these are the type of people who always accepted me. Because I myself an an outcast. I want to love you, people who don't fit in, people who don't have any friends, or a good support system. I want to know you, and your pain, so I can love you. I have a speech impediment, I have been made fun of all my life for one thing or other, I have had surgeries and had to remove my testicles due to being kicked in the balls, I had problems with my bowel movements which made me literally shit my pants multiple times in public as well as be malnourished. Ofcourse I have alot of mental problems as well and on top of that I'm unemployed and I'm very dumb failed almost everything in life. I'm a total virgin, never even kissed or held hands with someone. Why am I saying all this? Because despite everything I don't want to give up, I started to fix my life little by little but I need someone to keep me accountable. What I want is to have daily video calls with each other so that you can watch me do my workouts and studying and anything else you want to see. I want 2 way video calls because I want to watch you as well. I will show my face on cam and I want you to do the same as well. However, I won't speak, due to my speech problem. I want us to be like a couple, I don't mind how broken or messed up you are, because I m the same. And of course this is a kinky relationship as well, I want to love you like no one else can and give you what you need. I tend to be a sub, who likes hairy, older men, someone like a father figure but I'm open to almost anyone. But please be an outcast weirdo like me. Please be serious, and looking for a sincere relationship not just be looking to get off. I want us to be honest with each other and vulnerable with each other. Thank you for reading, I know finding someone to truly love someone as messed up as me. I tend to be very shy in the beginning, but I hope to build something with you. If you have read everything when you message me please attach a face pic and also tell me what makes you an outcast.