I’ve been trying and trying with all this unattached dirty talking phase, even considering casual sex. It’s not for me. I’ve been celibate for over two years and I miss so many things. I miss being touched. I miss romance and feeling safe with someone. God I miss sex. Not a one night stand. Not a casual fling. The hours of learning each other’s bodies and needs, hot, steamy, sweaty, breaking the bed type shit that ends with us tangled up in a naked mess kissing on each other like we’re desperate for one more round even after a million before. Doubt I’m going to find my wife here, but at the very least I want to meet a kind gentle person who makes me feel safe and loved and who I can treat the same way.

I’m keeping my options entirely open. For total transparency I am genderfluid but very masculine. I’m openly queer poc but prefer dating women and femmes. I’m stupid neurodivergent lol, and I love meeting other neuroatypical folks. I’m political asf 🍉🍉🍉, I yap nonstop, I’m a cuddly bitch, and I’m the biggest fucking nerd! I’m pretty active as well, hyper as fuck. I love keeping active so someone who shares my high energy when we’re together would be amazing. I also generally dislike most people and struggle to form close connections 😭 so do with that what you will!

I love someone who talks a lot, who isn’t shy to be themselves. With a stupid sense of humor. Who wants to be active together and motivate each other. Someone who is ambitious but hates the rich and the govt lmao. Who is comfortable with physical touch and spending time together. I don’t need you to be a perfect being, but there is nothing sexier than someone trying to work on themselves and be a better person every day. I love maturity and intelligence, you can be taller than me or shorter than me I don’t mind. What matters most is that you’re a good kind person.

I could say more but I want someone who is comfortable being themselves. I don’t wanna be bogged down on silly shit.

When it comes to kink and sex, I will be so fr I am into all of it. Especially with someone I love. Idk if you know that scene from B99 “you can punch me, kick me, pull my hair, I am a-ok being stabbed” LMAO yes that’s my kink list and if you got some sick shit you wanna do be upfront 😳🫠 I’m a total hypersexual trauma whore. We could have feral vanilla sex or the kinkiest sex ever and I would just be happy to be touched by you. I am a switch who typically loves to top but I have been such a bottom recently. I want to worship. I want to please and satisfy you and be used by you and get all the praise in the world with you jumping my bones after. I need my bones jumped nonstop ahem!

If you read this far tell me your favorite nerdy interest :)) hope to hear from you soon!