I often feel like I'm too old to be little
I mostly have my life together, I'm a mother myself and I hold all kinds of stress and shit in some excuse for order.
And yet when it's finally the evening and I can hide away in my bed, Or when I grab some quiet alone time in the middle of the day l, I do easily find myself falling into that warm cosy safe place, or craving the feeling of a Daddy making me feel so small, safe and little and cared for and.... Abused.
I feel guilt around this because I can't help but feel that it is wrong somehow, but these feelings and desires of mine are really quite twisted, and so very sexual.
I've suppressed so much of myself and my urges over the years and it's only over the past few that I'm really finding myself. I've been exploring BDSM a little and with it am starting to learn, or hope, that some of my feelings and desires might just be OK?
I've always been naturally submissive and I love the Dom/sub dynamic. But I'm very much drawn to the Daddy Dom type, I fall naturally into DDLG kinda play but I've only minimally explored age play in that and yet I crave it so much. I want to be small, I want to be loved and cared for but also molested, used and played with for my daddy's pleasure. I want him to hurt me and do nasty but nice things, and I also want him to cuddle me afterwards, take care of me and let me sleep in his arms.
I'm in the UK and ideally looking for an older daddy, who's patient and will take the time to form a conection with me with a view for regular real life meet ups.
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