No one understands you when you say you need to obey. They think the word âneedâ is an exaggeration, that you are simply a people-pleaser and are trying to be funny. The worst part is, even if you were to try and explain, to get them to understand that you truly mean âneed,â they wouldnât get it.
They think youâre a real person, the fools. They think you want to be treated as an equal, given respect, and loved.
You do an excellent job of pretending, to be fair. You go about your day, you do what needs to be done. You dress professionally, you exude confidence, and youâve proven yourself capable time after time. You have, in essence, fooled the world into thinking youâre a fully functioning person.
You arenât. Youâre a life support system for tits and holes. Thatâs all you want to be, all you are, all you can ever really be. You need to be hurt, abused, and degraded or youâre absolutely miserable. The less something is about you, the more it resonates with you.
You fight your dark urges and wear your mask. You're sad, weird, strange- people would call you broken if they knew. If you were to tell people these dark, self-destructive fantasies theyâd be scared, both of you and for you.
I want to hear them all. I want to fuck with your head, rape your brain, and leave you a broken husk. Tasks that make you feel small and powerless. Constant mind games. Emotional cruelty.
Anyone can hurt your body- but you need your head taken.
Letâs start with you sharing an intimate secret. Something you would never tell a stranger- weâre starting a process. Weâre tricking your mind into forming stronger than rational bonds.
Let me in. Let me wreak havoc. Let me abuse you.
Donât keep me waiting.
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