Hi! I am a 27yr old female living in Ontario, and I'm looking for someone to share my life with! There are a few things I should be super upfront about first and foremost;

I am fat. I am not obese, but I am obviously quite heavy. I have stretch marks and scars. My body is far from perfect. I'm actively working on bettering myself and losing weight.

I am disabled. My disability can sometimes impact my mental and physical health. I have spent the last 6 or 7 years working on navigating life with my disability, but it does still impact my life in various ways. I need someone who can be accepting and accommodating of this. It causes me pain, fainting spells, and anxiety/panic attacks. I'm 100% open to talking more about it in private.

I am demisexual, and I'm looking for a monogamous relationship. While I have nothing against anyone who uses porn, I would very strongly prefer to be with someone who doesn't use or need porn in their life. I know this can be a bit controversial... I don't typically find people sexually attractive until I've formed an emotional connection with them, and so I struggle to understand the "normal" consumption of pornography. I've also unfortunately been with a couple people who have had porn addictions and it has negatively impacted our sex life and caused some trauma for me. I'd be open to exploring porn together with my partner in the future, but I would be really hurt to find that they were consuming it behind my back.

If the above three things are dealbreakers for you, that's okay! I wish you all the best :) if they aren't dealbreakers, please read on! And please send me a blue heart emoji if you dm me, so I know you've read and are okay with the above :3

About me; I'm a metalhead, I absolutely love going to concerts, big or small. I would love to go bar hopping and check out whatever local bands might be playing. I'm also really big into alternative music, lately I've been listening to a lot of Kim Dracula, Banshee, and Jazmin Bean. My favourite band ever is Disturbed, with Slipknot being a close second. I used to love going out to clubs and dancing all night, but I'm not quite ready to do that again with my anxiety :3 would you be my dance partner in the future?

I also really enjoy playing video games, I've got a Switch and a laptop which I can use GeForce Now on. My tastes in games can vary depending on whether or not I'm regressed, but I love stuff like Skyrim, Animal Crossing, Minecraft, and Cult of the Lamb. I've been playing some BG3 and Star Stable on my laptop. I'm currently really into Pokemon Go!

I'm a big stoner, I use weed both medically and recreationally. I love animals, all things "left," and anything horror! When we're not going out and enjoying music or catching pokemon, I'd love to smoke a blunt with you and snuggle up to watch a scary movie or play some games together.

I have a small paci shop, and spend a fair amount of time working on orders/releases. I'd love for my Daddy or Mommy to be interested in seeing what I create, it helps me feel motivated and smol 💙 sometimes working on orders helps me regress.

While I am very kink friendly and would love to be your sub, my littlespace is 100% non sexual. Please send me a kitty emoji so I know you understand this :3 It is really important to me that my partner does not try to bring sexuality into my regression. I typically regress to about 3-6, but it's been a long time since I've felt comfy and safe enough to regress. I'll sometimes involuntarily regress if I'm stressed or having a difficult day with my disability. I can be very clingy when I'm little, and sometimes I can be a bit nonverbal. I love to be with my cg when I'm in littlespace, and I desperately want their attention and praise. I would love to colour for or with you, play games with you, bake together, or go to fun places like the aquarium or BAB while little! I like to listen to audio books when I go to sleep, but I really wish that I could have a Daddy or Mommy to read my stories to me :3

I have a little bit of experience being in DDlg relationships, and I love the structure and comfort that comes with having rules and punishments. Just as long as any rules or punishments that we engage in while I'm regressed are strictly SFW. Big me can be a huge brat, or an eager sub. Sometimes little me will be a bit of a brat as well, and it's important that my partner can understand the context of me bratting when I'm big vs little.

Last but not least, I am bisexual, but I haven't been with a woman before and so I'm not experienced at all with wlw stuff :3 I might be more than a little awkward :3

About you; I would prefer someone my age or older, body type or gender doesn't matter to me. I think I prefer men and masc women, but I'm open to anyone! Ideally you're also into metal/alt music, gaming, and 420 friendly. That said, I really am open to anyone and everyone!

If you're reading this and think we'd get along well, please message me! Thank you for reading through this super long post :3 I hope you have a great weekend!