The intro

Supposedly, hypnosis works by getting the subject into a relaxed state that opens up their subconscious and allows it to receive and retain suggestions. Does that mean I'm just really relaxed all the time? It's truly ridiculous sometimes, but all it takes is a few words written out or a glance and I can feel the undeniable (literally!) urge to obey.

Now don't get me wrong. I'm a whole person, an adult with a university degree and a job. I'm able to get along in the world without tipping 28% everytime I grab takeout. But I'm so much more than just a guy who takes care of his health and mental health by lifting weights and forcing himself out of the house to see friends (or just daylight). No, I'm also a man who loves to be set free. Allowed an escape from the tyranny of choice. Where to go, what to do, how to act, how to think. Not as an excuse to be lazy. I enjoy being proactive, pleasing, entertaining.

From what I've written above, and what follows below, you might get the idea that I'm some crazed kinkster who lives in fantasy land. Actually, you might roll your eyes at how tame it all sounds. Either way, I'd love to talk to you if either collection of text resonates with you. Please send me your thoughts or a simple "Hi."

The story

Ok so. Before the pandemic, I met up with a couple of kinky play partners, spread out across a few years. They were usually switches so it would start with us spanking and cuffing each other, but would usually end up being rather like vanilla sex but with me doing some light choking and spanking (which has basically been requested by most of my vanilla partners anyway). Looking back, they were bottoms and I was a sub who was acting as a service top.

At the start of the pandemic, I had these arrangements with a couple of different switches (not at the same time - again more sub on sub action if we're being honest) where we gave each other menus for rewards/punishments and then assigned them based on whether we could prove that we carried out our daily tasks. One example would be, I sent a picture proving I had gone for my morning walk by 8:00 a.m. 3 days in a row so she assigned me 30 minutes of edging with nipple torture while plugged, followed by an intense orgasm where I moaned her name.

From there I had a dynamic which turned into 24/7 TPE where I would wake-up, send a picture of myself kneeling with my tongue on the floor, exercise, and send a post-workout selfie before I was allowed to shower. I couldn't touch my cock without permission and it was only referred to as "her toy." I was allowed to beg to play with it but touching and cumming was completely at her discretion. At some point it became an almost daily occurrence that she would tell me to play with myself and cum into my morning tea (occasionally via ruined orgasm) and drink it up. She would also have me plug myself for hours during the day or at night and once had me shave off all of my body hair below my neck (though not my forearms).

We had to video calls twice per week where she would have me edge for quite a while and either administer pain or pleasure. Some highlights were having me chew hot peppers and then use them as lube for my ass and her toy (though this led to a burning feeling on my balls that made me paranoid it would affect my fertility so we never did that again), and having me fold my legs over myself so I came directly on my face/into my mouth.

She would also have me send her a picture of every meal before I ate and it was a rule that I had to ask for permission to have sweets/treats (I don't have a sweet tooth so she would often just have me cum on sweets during our video calls and watch me eat it that way).

Oh and when I went out, I had to ask permission to have more than two drinks. We didn't experiment with chastity or denial beyond maybe a day or two without cumming as she (and I) really enjoyed the visuals of the actual orgasms as well as the image/belief of me being a bit of a vigorous and virile animal. Baring my canines, grunting, thrusting, and howling.

For the record, this was definitely overwhelming and more than either of us could handle. It started with daily good morning and goodnight texts and got to this point slowly as we experimented and kept adding things. I'm not quite looking to recreate this experience, I just hope you enjoyed reading about it.