I come on here when I feel overwhelmed with my life and one way or another I wish I had some fairytale soulmate to hold me close and wisk me away from it all. I have a soft spot for theater so last week it was a fantasy similar to Eponines final scene in Les Mis minus the unrequited love of course. Over the weekend it was you hurting me until the mental lock in my mind broke and I could finally cry it all out while you held me tight and told me it would all be okay. Today I just kindof wish we could sit together.
I don't know I've talked to alot of frogs, not even frogs a good portion of people I talk to are great. But I think I'll feel a spark and I'll just know it when I meet the perfect person. Maybe I should listen to the ghosts of therapists past and finally realize that "perfection is an unrealistic standard". Maybe I'm hoping that if I keep sending my thoughts out into the abyss the right person will find it and things will finally make sense. I don't know but I guess thats that for now.
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