This is gonna be a very different kind of post because Im not looking for more of the the same.😅

Ever since I started dating, I've always thought, "Is this the kind of behavior you're going to be proud to tell your future partner about?" I considered everything I have and am as a gift for you. My impatience in searching for you has led me to date people I didn’t really like, joking to myself that it's all just practice—learning 100 ways to make you fall in love with me every day, or most importantly, not fumble and make a terrible impression when we first meet. But it's becoming so exhausting keeping this up.

Hopefully, you're more patient than me and haven't realized you're too good for everyone and just decided to date yourself. You'd probably make a cute couple if you did.

Until I see you, I'm keeping in shape, chasing my dreams, building my career, and continuing to grow mentally. I've been working on my body and mental health, and I'm finally in a space where I can fulfill all the promises you need me to. I need a partner, a cheerleader, someone to celebrate life with. Together, we'll make so many beautiful memories, we'll create a "fun kind of trauma" in one another.

I fell in love twice, but each time I thought I'd found you, I ended up losing you or having to walk away. It's getting harder to keep searching for you. I've had to be strong for so long that nothing and nobody moves me anymore, and I worry this means that if we ever do meet, I won't be able to tell that it's you.

So, if we do cross paths, please say "Hi" first. I've been working on myself while helping others do the same, until it was all I knew to do. I want to use my talents as a musician to celebrate you, to make every moment special, and to remind you how incredible you are.

Let's start this journey together. Respond to this ad, and let's create the most beautiful memories.