I will be trying to make it the entire month of June without any orgasms. I'm not very good at it though, and I probably won't be thinking very clearly either. It will be up to you to make sure I behave properly this month.

Tell me what you're going to do to me. Or say what rules I will have to follow or obey in order to be well behaved. What will your rules be? (How will you use your innocent sounding beginner rules to get me to accept further corruption later? It really turns me on thinking about these things. I want to be sucked into your web and be forced to “accept/allow” constant humiliating reminders that I am a perverted little lady. I hope you like to tease and control me sexually because that’s what I want. I want to be bullied and corrupted. When I resist, I hope you enjoy correcting my bratty behavior.)

Maybe you give me rules that force me to "behave" more. Rules that remind me of my status and place in the relationship. I’m sure you can think of ways to make me follow your rules. The rules that force me to remember what behaving properly looks like. If I don’t behave, you might sadistically decide to strip away my resistance by declaring that my old rights are now privileges to be given or taken away on a whim. I do hope you wouldn’t do that though. I would still recognize your authority to take these privileges away to reinforce my obedience though. The same is true for punishments when I allow you to punish me properly. When you care enough to control me and make sure I obey you it means you care about me. And I feel that.

I will fill out a consent contract with my list of kinks and limits so that you don’t have to worry about going too far. Anything on the list can be demanded as long as it is not marked as a hard limit. If I refuse anything that I've understood enough to give a rating, and have NOT set it as a hard limit, then I should be ready to accept your punishment.

Main kinks: Forced arousal, private humiliation, TPE w/ some limits, rules, power exchange, brat play, spanking, behavior modification, BDSM, roleplay, orgasm control, denial, and fantasy.

Toys: If you can dream it, I probably have it. I want to avoid using all the toys right away though because for me the thrill is much more mental than physical. Some highlights:

• Noise canceling earbuds
• Lots of locks, some remotely controllable
• I'm not actually feeling like a lot of physical stimulus right now, so I'm not mentioning some of the other things I have. Is it okay?

Things I "reluctantly" or "secretly" enjoy: Having to choose between two choices that each push me towards another trap of giving up control or becoming more lewd is a great way to say it was all my idea when in fact it was your guidance the entire time. You could make me ask permission for things, encourage feeling dependent on you, or helpless without you. And also, within a soberly agreed upon limit, you could also “offer” me a drink or two.

When being trained, captured, subjugated, or whatever you want to call it, I prefer to have free will and be convinced/coerced into things instead of not having any option to use free will (like rape). Free will keeps things fun, even if I'll end up being punished for using it later.

I like to add roleplay to the mix because it allows for more fun stories and emotions to be felt and seen. We could roleplay a situation where I am captured or tricked/convinced into starting something that quickly gets out of hand. Roleplay doesn’t mean it is all imaginary though. I will be doing most of these things in real life as well, and you can give me real world requirements. I just love a good story.

Warnings:

• I’m in the Los Angeles timezone (PST, or GMT - 7), so ideally we wouldn’t be more than 4 hours apart in time zones.
• I do have someone who is very near and dear to me. They (I’m sorry) take priority when they are home. I will call them my family when we talk.
• Text only for most things, with the exceptions of some small proofs but nothing that reveals my identity.
• I have some psychic people in my life, so that might affect privacy.

Still want to message me? Great!

• Please send me a message with a scene for how we came to be in our situation. Maybe I lost a bet. Maybe I accidentally signed a contract. Maybe I found a shock collar on a park bench, or ended up in a psych hospital with a doctor who keeps saying I need to be more ~~submissive~~ *agreeable* before I can rejoin society.
• You could also come up with three rules or conditions that could be used to drag me deeper into our shared lust. We could try out for a couple days to see if we like it before extending longer.
• "Hi" "How you doing?" "Can I dom you?" <-- This is very passive and a too nice for me. (Have confidence! :D)
• "Suck my cock, bitch." <-- This is too direct. The mind game is more fun than the physical game.

I look forward to hearing from you!