TO: aprofessor at university email

FROM: myemail at gmail

SUBJECT: SOC454.01 - Sociology of Deviant Behavior
Oh, professor! Or should I call you doctor? You do seem proud of all that knowledge but I am lacking in a lot more than I would like to admit. And you said you could teach me a few things, open a world of spiraling thoughts and perspectives, and enrich my mind perhaps, my body by association but only if I can prove to you that I am ready for such an advanced course. You know I’m smart but you also know me to act a bit stupid, lose track, and let go of discipline. You also acknowledge the pains and difficulties of living with my broken body and a mind that feels like it is constantly on fire. No, you’re no healer you say but you know a thing or two about healing could maybe give a lecture or teach a workshop. I feel so weak and shameful in even asking yet here I am typing, crying into what is hopefully not a void. And yes, it shouldn’t be surprising to anyone except the shy and shinier 18-year-old version of myself sitting in your office pleading with you to help me understand Foucault. No, it shouldn't be surprising to anyone but her that my white cotton panties are soaked with my shameful slime as I write to you after all this time to ask if you’re still teaching that course and if you are open to a new but familiar student? I’m sure I’ve changed in many significant ways since you last taught me but there is still so much that remains the same.
Yours,
A

What’s on the syllabus?

My proposal is a unique mixture of student/professor, DDlg, and CG themes that would incorporate some level of ongoing power exchange. I am looking to connect with someone of any gender, ages 30-55ish who is an academic and a disciplinarian at heart and who would be interested in designing a Deviant Behavior course over Google Classroom. This would incorporate actual academics, readings, and assignments along with sexual components and as a means to facilitate caregiving. I am physically, mentally, and emotionally dealing with quite some heavy things in my life at the moment and am hoping I can find a professor to teach me how to care for myself and manage my life by first taking control of the issue areas I have. For example, things like shame around sex and my body, physical/body difficulties and pain, stress, eating, staying hydrated, etc. I want this journey to be both academic and sexual as well as therapeutic. So it needs to be a slow burn.

When it comes to kink I am looking to complete tasks and assignments in real life not just roleplay. I imagine things like photos, videos, audio, or calls/sessions and some messaging too but we can find a good balance. If I do well in your course and we both enjoy it I would be open to an in-person course if your office isn’t too far. I enjoy many things sexually but my primary interests lately have been anal, anal only, orgasm denial/chastity, ABDL/DDlg, and humiliation. I like a strict and firm educator who doesn’t lack compassion but can be harsh with his hand and his words as needed. I also very much like the idea of this dynamic taking place in the larger roleplay of you being an actual professor I had while in college.

I have some photos in my profile but I am curvy, tattooed, and pierced with long brunette hair. A large flabby ass and my breasts have grown quite a lot since my weight gain I have no idea what size they are now but I used to be 36D. I have a fat pussy with long lips and I often change my pubic hair. I think I confess this now because I like the objectification and humiliation. I want you to know exactly what you are buying.

There are so many avenues we can explore from here professor and as patient as I am in desperate need of the stimulation. And you would probably chime in here with “and re-education.”