I want to explode into existence, and I want your help doing it. This post and these desires are selfish of me, but there is a selfless side of me you could enjoy as well.
My goal in brief: perfection. But in perhaps the buddhist sense: perfectly human, flaws included, but of right mind and practicing right action.
My focus areas:
- Fitness: I have worked out 2-4 times a week since July 2022. I want to take it to the next level.
- Meditation: I haven't meditated much lately. I want to be regular, proficient, and adept.
- Discipline: Generally, I want to hone my mind and will to accomplish anything I choose.
- Tantra: I want sexuality to empower my spirituality.
- Magick and mysticism: I want to practice astral projection. I want to embody my true will. I want to touch the divine.
- Love: I want my heart to be open.
I seek support in creating and maintaining a routine, a schedule, a life of structure and perhaps a life of rules. With the right person it could verge on or completely into TPE. I am drawn right now to asceticism and minimalism and chastity, turning all of that energy inward and toward higher purpose.
I am single, but I have some important real life constraints: I have a full time job, I am in grad school, and I have half time custody of school-age children.
I am open to anyone who feels drawn to this type of arrangement. I am generally more sexually attracted to feminine types, but I am heteroflexible and sexual attraction isn't necessary in this arrangement.
As I said at the start, I know this is selfish of me. I want to make sure I understand your needs and what you desire out of something like this.
To really work, this requires trust and intimacy, which must be built over time. I hope to hear from you in my messages.
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