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Hi! My name is Elizabeth, I'm 20 years old and moved out of my parents house a year ago or so. I'm looking for a patient owner who can both help kind of guide me through this whole self discovery phase I'm going through right now and help me try all the new things, while also knowing how to manipulate me and use me in ways that feel good for Him. I've been chatting with a lot of dominants over the last month or two, but just short little flings. I want to take this to the next step.
I don't know if that makes sense, but I'm feeling super embarrassed about actually typing all of this out so I'm just going to start babbli g and hit post lol fuck
About me
I was raised in a conservative Christian household, and my parents loved me but I don't really agree with any of their values. Except some, but in like an embarrassing kinky way? I'll talk about that more later 🤦🏼♀️🤦🏼♀️🤦🏼♀️ I like hiking and watching movies and cooking (my favorite creative outlet). I try to read but it's difficult for me ( probably some kind of ADHD thing going on there).
As a submissive
I'm inexperienced, but very eager, and basically everything I see, I like and want to try. Im gonna try to run through all the things I like without dying from embarrassment so here we go. I like mind games A LOT. If you can get inside my head and learn how I think and use it to your advantage, awesome. I think I really seem to go nuts for older, more experienced, more patient guys. Their slow, methodical, almost like prodding nature contrast with my hyper energy in a way that I think is really fun and weirdly a huge turn on. It's like they're holding me back on a leash while I'm trying to run ahead...but with words? Idk. I like getting disciplined and being made uncomfortable for my dominants amusement. I like embarrassment and humiliating things. I like being treated as a slave a lot. Like prim and proper, with high expectations. But I also like being treated like a total slut who can't control herself 😭 tell me how that makes any sense
Ive seen and liked, but never tried petplay, chastity belts, whipping, bondage, bathroom control, body writing, drugging, CNC, and a bunch of other stuff that I forget now.
My limits I feel like I should say one important limit right off the bat: I don't want strangers on the Internet to have pictures or videos of me. I had a really messed up experience with this in high school so now I just don't do it, and I'm a lot happier online because of it. I know a lot of people are going to be turned off by that and I'm sorry, but that's how I feel. Maybe someday we can get to that point, ,but please don't rush me. I also don't want to do anything with poop or anything that could make me sick. I don't want to eat my own like puke or anything. I think other than that I will try almost anything at least once.
I know this sounds stupid but I've been trying to find someone online for a little while now and not having much luck. I really want to connect with someone on here and also be put in my place.
DMS open!
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