Warning: Long post, but please read it all if you're interested.

I'm not going to bullshit you, I've been searching for this for a long time (my username might have become familiar for some people at this point, which makes me cringe at myself). Admittedly, I'm being a little picky, so a lot of that is probably my fault. In the past I've gotten into situations where my needs aren't being met and I've pushed myself to stick it out in a half hearted way and it just leads to disappointment for both parties. I'm going to be as honest and vulnerable as I can be and keep searching until I find the right person, because I know in the long run it's going to be worth the wait.

I'm looking for a young woman between the ages of 19-26 with a submissive, giving nature who is fairly inexperienced when it comes to exploring her sexual side and is eager to experiment and indulge in her naughtier desires in a safe, comfortable environment with a partner she can trust. I highly value someone well written and well spoken with some level of emotional maturity, self-awareness and intelligence. Things like appearance, ethnicity and body type aren't important to me as long as our personalities are a match, but I will admit I have a craving for someone on the more petite side. Again, personality is much more important to me and as long as we vibe on an emotional/maturity level, I could really care less what you look like. This is all subjective so please don't think you need to check all of the boxes for me to be interested, I'd love to chat with anyone looking for the same thing and see if we hit it off.

My non-sexual interests include going to concerts, watching movies and playing video games (MMOs, RPGs, etc), so it would be awesome if we could share those experiences together as well. The way I type might sound very heavy, serious and uptight, but I love being able to let my guard down and make dumb dad jokes and do whatever I can to make the people I care about smile when they really need it.

My sexual limits are anything illegal, permanent marking/scarring, blood, scat, cheating, anything with animals, etc. My kinks and interests depend on my partner and our connection, but I'm especially fond of voyeurism/exhibitionism, public/risky play (not getting caught in the act), consensual boundary pushing/forcefulness, edging, etc.

I want something long term, ideally something that can last at least over a year, and I would be open to this connection becoming romantic or in-person over time, though that would only happen when we both feel that we are in a healthy place and ready to take that step, and if not, no reason to force it to go in that direction.

I want to grow with you, guide you, share new experiences, learn about ourselves, and make memories we'll never forget. I want a healthy balance between playfulness and seriousness. I want someone to praise, to scold, to hug and to fuck. I want to call you both a friend and a slut, and I want each word to warm your heart all the same. I want to make you feel heard, cared for, and used, in all of the best ways. Part of me feels like I'm screaming into the void and that no one will end up reading the words that I'm currently typing because I've scared everyone off by now. Despite all of that self doubt, I know there is someone out there that wants this as badly as I do. I just hope this post reaches them. Thanks for reading <3