You - Face it... you haven't exactly faced your future with dreams of success in the corporate world as a powerful woman. Maybe you're working retail or fast food, existing from paycheck to paycheck, stressed, worried and unsatisfied. Your sexual encounters are unfulfilling. You may can find guys willing to use you and be rough with you, but something is missing. You know what it is. You long to BELONG fully to a man who knows what he's doing.
What you desire is a life free from stress and worry. You want your man to desire you, to enjoy the gifts of your service and your company. Your attitude, your willingness to live your life to create the kind of environment under which you can be your truest, freest self. You find freedom in the thought of needing to do nothing but obey, to be pleasing and cater to your Master's wishes. Be pleasing and obedient, make Master happy and nothing else needs be worried about. Master handles every single detail of the running of the household. You don't WANT to trade your days for a few measly dollars an hour. Maybe you deeply crave carrying your Master's child in your belly. Making a home that's comfortable, pleasant and drama free.

Mostly, you crave attention and use. It's not enough to be brought into the playroom, fucked and used hard for an hour or two and then try to change gears back to "modern woman." You're the type to give 10X back to the man you choose to submit to. Imagine a life where that man obsessed over you, wanting nothing of higher importance than to be using you. Using you in every conceivable way... As a companion during "down-time". Someone who enjoys your mere presence in the room with him. One who makes you THE integral piece of his life. Someone who is proud of the girl he has crafted in you. He takes you out publicly and the two of you share a life. Dinners, trips for ice cream, road trips, vacations. Your submission and role as slave never turns off.
If you're out for dinner with your Master, HE has told you how he wants you to dress. You can know how to accessorize every outfit he's picked for you... your special collar never comes off unless he chooses to change it out with one he thinks is better for the occasion.
He doesn't bring a stack of bills to you and ask your thoughts about how to pay them. That's none of your business OR concern. Your only role is to support and obey. If you obey and fall completely into your role, every worry is on his plate. He handles "life."

Sexually, you are sometimes afraid of the power of your need to be used. Your thoughts and interests are dark sometimes. You can't deny the pull to have these things done to you. You're trusting enough of your Master to not only submit to his dark desires, knowing he will not harm you beyond safety and sanity. You trust him even enough to communicate your most shameful and needy desires, trusting your Master to help you scratch that itch and not judge you for it. You want no say with what he chooses to do to you. It's easy, because your Master has taken you to the heights and edges and you KNOW he will bring you safely back. After an intense experience is over and you're resting in his arms, him stroking your hair and skin softly, you hear him whisper "Good girl. I'm so proud of you." and you want to break down crying, you're so eager and hungry for his approval. You're so willing to make him happy. If he wants to hurt you, you're quick to offer what he wants, trying your best to will yourself to endure and be pleasing. You trust him. You've discussed everything and know he will respect your limits. Because you know he values and respect YOU.

But even all this isn't quite the thing. You desperately need his approval, his smile, his appreciation for who you are and what you do. But you also need to know he loves you. That's your not the flavor of the month, to be used and discarded. You want to know your Master will be in love with you even when you're sick and not sexy and obedient. That's he's the kind of man who steps up and takes care of YOU when you need it. A Master who will make you breakfast in bed as a surprise, just to reward you for the joy you bring to HIM.

You feel motivated to learn your Master, his moods, what he values, his kinks and desires and you actively work to be skilled and pleasing, just to make him proud of you. You research on the internet ways to improve your service and attitude. Because you know that all of this is an investment in the amazing power of a TPE dynamic.

If I described you, reach out and let's talk. I'm THAT kind of Master and you may be just the slave I want to share everything I have with. Not for a session or a season. But forever.

Lastly, if you are single mother and worry your chance for a relationship like this may have passed you by, that's not necessarily true. Reach out and let's discuss.

Master JD