Hi! I'm Anne (for now). I can't say it's nice to meet you yet, but it's definitely nice of you to stop on by. I've written this post... Ohhh, quite a few times now; I've been looking for a while. That's pretty obvious. But it's okay to be picky when you're searching for your forever, in my opinion. It's why you're here, right? Anyway...

I'm going to start off with some basics about me, then move into providing a bit more detail. If you like long reads, I'm your gal!

The Basics

I'm 28 and from Northern California. I'm monogamous, childfree, and nonreligious. I can be clingy, but know when to be appropriate. I'm about 60/40 on home hobbies and being outdoors, but luckily, a lot of my "fun things" can be done outside as well - I feel like the number is swayed by the fact that just being outdoors on it's own is nice. Honestly, I just enjoy spending time with my person, even if we're not doing the exact same thing. I'm needy, what can I say?

My Mind

I'm a creative person - most of my pastimes involve creating - whether it's sewing or embroidery, or making you that birthday card every year. Oh, and don't forget the accompanying birthday dessert as well! Point being - I've got basically an entire craft supply store running through my mind at any given moment. That's not to say that I don't enjoy other things as well, but goodness, will those things always be my top priority. So, I hope you're prepared to wear matching clothes with me! This is a non-negotiable, by the way. But, outside of pricking myself with sewing needles and narrowly avoiding cutting things that shouldn't be cut... I also enjoy reading, vidja games, screaming at twitch streamers, movies/shows/musicals, and goodness, probably many more silly things, but, well - that's the gist of my free "inside time." It can be boring for some, but for me, it fills the lulls of life. It's a way for me to channel my nervous lil self into something productive.

Now, mentally, I'm not perfect! I hope that's pretty obvious. I also hope that you know I don't want you to be, either. I have my downfalls, but I accept them and try to work on them. My biggest downfall is the amount of reassurance I need - which yes, is quite the double-edged sword, I'm aware. But, well, awareness is half the battle... Point being - I'm a kinda crazy weirdo, but I could be your kinda crazy weirdo one day. And if me shoving all this at the top didn't scare you away... Perfect! My sense of humor isn't lost on you! That's fantastic news! Lemme give you some more downfalls about me as a reward:

• I complain a lot and turn into the biggest baby when sick
• I'm very particular about my food. Very.
• I'm the world's biggest crybaby - at least once a day, I'm crying. It's not always sad tears! But there are definitely tears.
• I'm a sensitive lil bean, which, should be pretty obvious after the previous line and title.
• I love in shell sunflower seeds & cracking those fuckers like my life depends on it. In moderation, usually.

My Body

Well - the fun stuff. For those of you who haven't already run to my profile, that is. And for those of you who just read that line and then had to check for yourself, welcome back! Weirdly censored, right? Yeah, I value my privacy, just as I'm sure you do as well. Anyway...

Obviously, I'm so white I basically glow in moonlight. I'm 5'6", 135-140ish lbs (listen, I don't want to keep weighing myself, I don't really care as long as you can toss me around), and have been working out for a few weeks now (is it almost months at this point?). Like, with real weights - sure, light, but - not just yelling at myself to finish this god damn hike. Actually working out. And still keeping up with it. Unfortunately, I don't look like I've been hitting the juice for 4 years yet, but hey, I'm getting there! Spoiler: I don't think I'll ever look like that, carbs are my favorite food. But, I absolutely do love feeling like I'm smoller than you. Even if I'm not that much smaller, just... Tell me I am. Words can do a lot. Words can do so fucking much.

I have blue-green eyes, blonde hair, some light freckles, and hey - cellulite! It's genetic. My hair is pretty fucking short - like, I used to buzz it short - but I've been growing it out for a bit now & can actually grip it. Will it get longer than this? I can't say... So if girls with long hair are your thing, I'm not your thing. While yes, I do have wigs & love shape shifting, I don't do those sorts of things to make my person attracted to me, you know? When I wake up I'll sometimes (read: almost every time) look like a small, sickly Victorian boy. It just is what it is. I'm not ugly, but no, I'm not your standard filler-lipped IG model. I'm just... Ridiculously average most of the time. Stupidly ugly though when you make me laugh so hard that I start snorting & getting that ugly "I just smoked too much weed" cough, though.

My Sexuality

I cannot physically love without mental love - and while sometimes that may feel like a downfall, it just reminds me of why connections are that much more special to me. I need that emotional spark to be lit to feel a sense of desire. Even still, I understand how important sexual compatibility is - you can't be with someone who finds your favorite things to be repulsive, or vice versa. So, I've listed some major must haves and never wills below, as well as just some general things/fantasies. This is by no means an exhaustive list, but, well -- I find it a whole heck of a lot better than that lil colored dot checklist thing.

Must-haves:

• I need to be kissed; not just pecks, I need you to kiss me. With tongue, with passion, like you get oxygen from the inside of my mouth - make me whimper for you like a teenager again.
• CNC of all shapes and sizes
• Spanking
• DD/lg

Definitely nots:

• Blood, scat, puke
• Diapers
• Beastiality
• Poly relationships
• Picking out my meals/outfits

Fantasies, desires, etc:

• Embarrassment - in every way. Show me off to your friends, grab my ass in public, proudly announce that I'm your little porn star to the world(considering, well, I kind of am?), spread my cheeks & watch my asshole quiver... which brings us to:
• My anal virginity - I've been saving it for the right person, my forever person. My one. I want you to push my limits and break me until we both finally give in one day.
• Mild watersports... I wanna watch you pee, okay? Eventually. I like teasing. Working up to things. Very slow builds.

Some random things:

I'm not a switch, and can't ever Dom you. I do, however, inherently believe that subs are the one with all the power - the ones who decide when scenes start, when they end, and the details within them. That's pretty fucking powerful, imo. On the flip side of that coin, I can bust your balls decently well given enough familiarity and comfort. It's not my favorite thing, but I do like making my person happy. Just as I value personal connection so much, but under the right conditions, would consider being shared if my Daddy deems it good for me. Not everything is black & white - I say no outfit picking out, but hell, if you're George from ParaKiss? Well, could I say no to you? As long as you're not manipulative like him... Anyway, I'm rambling.

To bring this section to a close: I know some would consider that demisexual. Just as I know I'm pan, but call myself bi. I just like connections - almost like that in itself is a kink on it's own? I find no joy in meaningless sex, no trust, no... well, love. And that's what I want. Love. Not just a lil online fling.

My Baggage

All good things must come to an end, there's always a catch, can't have ups without downs, I could list 20 more of these and it still wouldn't soften the blow of the unexpected. But, well, I'm technically not single. It's a lot of heavy stuff to get in to, so it can wait just a bit before we jump into specifics, but essentially - it's not something I'm trying to continue while with you. I'm looking to marry you. Not them.

What I'm Looking For

I'm looking for someone who means what they say, and says what they mean. I need to be able to trust you. I'm looking for you to be my Daddy Dom, my keeper, my forever person. You are secure, patient, and caring - and holy heckoli would you rather rehash the same conversation until we both feel heard instead of walking away angry for good. You want to help move me to you, and you have a spare room for me to get my sweatshop set up in. You don't mind me making you dinner, then sitting down myself with a bowl of popcorn because I'm having a "bad stomach day." You rub my back when I'm sick, and argue about trading off on who reads the next chapter of the bedtime story each night. Even though I'm not a Broadway star, you smile when you hear my favorite songs start because you know my singing isn't far behind, and it's me, and that's the part that matters. You like coming out of your meetings to three texts about how much I miss you and some stupid picture of something that reminded me of you in the two hours you were gone. You don't mind teaching & guiding me, and, not in that way - seriously, stop coming to me with paragraphs about your "kink scene" experience, it's so off-putting & I won't reply - but in the way that helps me be a better human, because you're my Daddy, and that's what you do. You don't beg me for sexy pictures because you know I'll send them when I'm ready; because even though it's my job you know it's more special when they're just for you. You want aaaaaalmost that 1950s style household, but with that DDlg twist - I'm baby, and there will be no others. You want me. Your lil bun, forever & always.

If you're curious what my "ideal partner" looks like since I didn't list that... It's because I don't have that sort of list. Yes, I tend to enjoy body mods, and people with more distinct features, but that doesn't mean you have to look a certain way for me to like you. I'd prefer you be a tiny bit attractive and can join me on hikes, yes, but do you need to look like you apprenticed in a shop for 6 years and only eat chicken and broccoli while spending all your free time with hunks of metal? No.

Dealbreakers

• You text and drive, or text in movie theaters
• You're currently married
• You have children or want to have children
• You're looking to fundamentally change who I am
• You have an avoidant attachment style
• You have comments/posts hitting on people/trying to hook up with people. My person is looking for their person, not meaningless flings.
• Your social media following list is just filled with accounts like my main account. I'm not looking for someone who simps on endless girls - I'm looking for the guy to take those pics for me.
• You have an incessant desire to fuck with my nipple piercings. Truly, I'd rather you never touch them at all.

Say Hi

So, ah, wow. Quite the long post, isn't it? Believe it or not, there's still tons about me that's not included above. I think it's important though, to get the quirkiness out in the open. And speaking of quirky, please don't forget the word "capybara" in the subject line! It's my favorite animal. And I still a thousand times over prefer to see what you look like, even censored like my picture. It's a bit rude to see not only my insides but also my outsides, and then not return the favor at all! In fact, I think it's extremely important that we find each other partially attractive both inside & out.

It will take me a bit to respond, as I keep all notifications turned off, and thoroughly check all profiles and messages out. So if I don't respond, you either disregarded something in my post, or we weren't a good fit.