I've had time to make peace with things, and now I'd like to make the most of it. My neurological affliction is very rare and distinct so I can't state it publicly for privacy reasons and can only be vague about the implications, but anyone can ask about it in private and I won't be weird about it.
Getting to the point, after some time to adjust to my health predicament, I couldn't help but fantasize about the helplessness and incapacitation that my inhibitions would leave me with. It might still be some time yet before I start needing help with things, and those things needing assistance are sure to become more and more basic with time.
In my fantasy, my caretaker either uses violence and force to sexually abuse me in my vulnerable state, or does so using manipulation, blackmail, threats, or other methods yet-to-be-brainstormed. All in all, this is definitely something that I would expect to appeal to only the most controlling and perhaps sadistic individuals. I also have a fair-sized and diverse box of sex toys and bondage equipment that we can discuss the contents of.
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