Hi! I'm Brett. I've been single for a bit after my a long term relationship ended. I've only been in Florida for a few months, and while it's been overall good to me, I'm planning on moving out of it when I'm realistically first able to do so (thinking Portland, OR)! I'm 5'9", 110 pounds, and yes, I'm skinny. I've been like this my whole life and I'd absolutely love it if I could actually gain weight. I'm really trying lately with mass gainer and small workouts, but it takes time like any real progress.

I guess I should go ahead and list the cons off about me first, because those are most likely deal breakers:

• I have horrible teeth now. I really neglected myself for a few years, and am paying the price for it now. I'm in the process of trying to get them fixed, but it's a waiting game and such.

• I have bipolar and undiagnosed ADHD.

• I'm pretty self conscious and doubt myself a lot.

• I am currently unemployed. I've been applying for months with not a single interview, to anything retail. It's absurd quite honestly.

Now, with the bad out of the way, here's some more general stuff about me!

• I'm a big music lover. I mostly enjoy metalcore and deathcore. I technically can play the bass (have for the last 15ish years), but in my precious move I had to get rid of it sadly. I can't even really "play" much of it anyways. I want to learn guitar and drums and maybe start a solo project of just songs about life and stuff. I'm also a big vinyl collector for bands I like, and my collection now is over 50 I believe! I just need a new vinyl player..

• Gamer boy (On reddit? No way!). I have about 630ish games on steam, and probably another 50-100 on Epic and GOG. So I have a TON of games. I also have a switch, but it's mostly solely used for super smash bros or YouTube anymore.

• Not exactly a hobby, but I recently started running and working out to try and be healthier. Running sucks even though I used to do cross country 10 years ago, but it does make me feel good after the fact.

• I have a cat. Her name is Mitzie and she loves me for some reason, despite me putting her into a car for about 20 hours and driving to Florida. Good kitty.

Now, as for the BDSM side of things: I mentioned I'm pretty new. I was once, about 6 years ago, in a DDLG relationship, and it was really toxic. I never really figured out what I was doing, communicaton was pretty crap for the both of us, and the relationship was just toxic from both parties honestly. I have taken a BDSM test quite recently, and it turns out, I'm a bit subby (or maybe just a bottom?). I'd be interested really to learn either Dom or Sub role though! I think I just have a inkling to lean towards sub. I would also like to point out here, that I've had sex one time in the last 5 years, so like, yeah. Just a thing of note I guess.

And as for what I'm looking for in a person? Well, honestly, I just want a good person. Somebody who's caring, who isn't a bad person. I can fall for about any girl, as long as she's just... Her. I'm a sucker for women, what can I say. They're pretty.

Umm.. Yeah. I guess that's really all I can think about saying at the top of my head. Just, please be real and authentic? So many botters and sellers, it's really dragging me down and making me think this whole trying to date thing is useless and I'm destined for be single forever now.

I do really hope to hear from you. I truly want my forever person, and I hope you see this stupid post.