Everyone has stress and pressure in their lives; work, friends, family, etc. You face a greater burden. While you push yourself to give all the competing priorities their due attention, you smile and pretend to be something you aren't - a strong independent woman that society told you to be. But that's not who you are. There's something dark and deviant that lurks beneath the surface.

You feel trapped and oppressed. You work hard to keep up appearances, but it's not the real you. You work hard to keep it below the surface and you want the freedom to be yourself. Everything society taught was to be empowered and be heard, but it doesn't ring true to you. You need to let go and submit. It's what you crave and need to stay sane. Keeping up the facade is suffocating and you feel like you're about to break, but revealing the truth about yourself is next to impossible with those around you. How would they understand you seek to be abused, degraded, and used in the filthiest ways?

If this rings true to you, I want to talk to you. I've been looking for someone special to give my attention to. In this dynamic, I believe I should bf worthy of earning your submission and devotion, not simply demanding it. My life has been about chasing higher ideals and greater ambition. I've worked in the corporate world, served in the military, and excelled academically. I continue to push myself physically. It is part of who I am. I want someone who can keep up with me and help a stress release valve and more importantly, muse. I alluded to darker kinks; my preferences lay in abuse, torture, pain, piss, anal, etc. It's a contradiction, but I also want to care for you and put the pieces back together after sessions so I can break you again. If you're looking for some definition, I will have the power in this relationship. If this caught your interest and you read through my rambling post, let's chat.