Everyone has stress and pressure in their lives; work, friends, family, etc. You face a greater burden. While you push yourself to give all the competing priorities their due attention, you smile and pretend to be something you aren't - a strong independent woman that society told you to be.

You feel trapped and oppressed. You work hard to keep up appearances, but it's not the real you. You work hard to keep it below the surface and you want the freedom to be yourself. Everything society taught was to be empowered and be heard, but it doesn't ring true to you. You need to let go and submit. It's what you crave and need to stay sane. Keeping up the facade is suffocating and you feel like you're about to break, but revealing the truth about yourself is next to impossible with those around you. Maybe it was trauma or abuse in past. Maybe you just need to let go and find solace in the storm that's your life.

If this rings true to you, I want to talk to you. I've been looking for someone special to give my attention to. In this dynamic, I believe I should bf worthy of earning your submission and devotion, not simply demanding it. My life has been about chasing higher ideals and greater ambition. I've worked in the corporate world, served in the military, and excelled academically. I continue to push myself physically. It is part of who I am. I want someone who can keep up with me and help a stress release valve and more importantly, muse. I haven't spoken about kinks or limits. Those labels mean different things to different people and the kinks are just a manifestation of the relationship. All these things can be discussed and will evolve over time. If you're looking for some definition, I will have the power in this relationship. If this caught your interest and you read through my rambling post, let's chat. Maybe it could lead somewhere special.