hi!! (´꒳`)

apologies if i ramble too much, i just woke up from a nap so i’m a lil out of it. this is really scary for me to do but after a lot of back and forth i decided to just go for it. i’ve never done or posted something like this before so i thought it was best to make a throwaway account.

i’m not sure whether it’s customary to introduce a little about yourself before you get into the nsfw, but i thought it might be helpful so here goes! i’m a junior in college, and i’ve been struggling a little bit due to some issues but have been trying my best. aside from academics, i love to play chill games like stardew and animal crossing. i also draw sometimes when i get in the mood. i LOVE cutesy/kawaii things and it influences some of my fashion style. i’m an ISFJ, and a pisces so if it wasn’t obvious i’m basically just a sensitive little crybaby. i’m also learning japanese and hope to move there after i graduate with my friend!

as for the more risqué stuff, i’m super duper inexperienced (if a rice purity score of 94 is any indication). i haven’t even kissed anyone. i was in a relationship but we never got physical or anything close, mainly because it tends to scare me. i get really freaked out by the thought of doing most things deemed sexual, and that’s a big reason why i haven’t done a lot. i have anxiety so that’s probably why i tend to overthink it a lot.

but i know i want to get more sexual. lately i’ve been having a lot of… ahem, dreams about some mature things and it’s been making me want it more and more. which is why i made this post.

i don’t know how logical this is, but i suppose by making this post i wanted to see if i could find someone that would lead me through it gently despite my fears. i am very into the idea of being corrupted/influenced by someone older/more experienced and firm to get over this fear and maybe even get to the point where i’m the complete opposite- a girl who craves anything sexual and can’t go more than a little while without wanting to touch myself, like it’s the only thing in my brain.

again, that’s a more extreme goal but i don’t really mind talking about things and just seeing where stuff goes. especially since i’m so inexperienced, i’m not sure even what i’m into/not into yet. stuff that’s made me most aroused tends to be (this is embarrassing) daddy/daughter stuff, dumbing down/infantilization, dubious consent (things like somno, drunk stuff, etc), praise, and lately i’ve been watching a lot of overstimulation or multiple orgasms. i know that’s a bit much but i’m sure there more i just haven’t thought about.

anyways, let me know if you read this far and aren’t totally put off by it. i’m in EST and tend to be more available in the late evenings, and since i am often busy with school please don’t push me to respond when i’m unavailable cause that will probably just scare me off hahah. okay i’ll be playing some animal crossing now so bye (^.)