Greetings!

About: I am a 27 year old male currently living near East St. Louis, on the Illinois side. Physically I am 6'3", white, and slightly chubby. Considering being genderfluid, but still exploring that. Emotionally I do have depression and anxiety among other concerns. Working on reducing these issues with medication though it's a slow trial process. Other than that I tend to be reserved, passive, and anti-social. If I am excited or doing something fun then I can get a bit more loud sometimes. I rarely drink, don't smoke, and cannot take weed/drugs due to work.

Interests/Hobbies: My main hobby is video games. I play games primarily on PC and sometimes Switch. (mmo)rpgs, shooters, moba, indie stuff mostly. Monster Hunter, LoL, WoW (looking to switch to FFXIV possibly), Apex, etc. Aside from video games I enjoy going out to play MTG modern at locals, read manga, arcades, or browse Youtube. Might be looking to expand my hobbies in the near future.

Fetishist/Bottom: So, for the most part, I am fairly vanilla. I'm not into anything extreme or rough and prefer a soft loving side. However, I do have a fetish that has held me back in normal dating. I'm into diapers, also known as ABDL, though I lean heavily to the DL side. I only have a few things like onesies and baby blankies for AB. I enjoy diapers for casual wear for comfort and relaxing, but also for sexual pleasure when aroused. I don't have much else in terms of kinks besides this and would consider exploring with the right partner. Also, due to my passive nature I'm not really a top lead kind of person. I tend to follow others and let them take control.

Partner: I am looking for a partner with shared interests as me. Someone I can make a genuine connection with (I think some call this demiromantic or demisexual?). I'm not looking for hookups or playmates, an actual long term, monogamous, relationship. A partner to hang with and have fun in a vanilla setting, and maybe enjoy a dynamic in private. Age range around 27 - 33ish, though no younger than 26 (I would be too embarrassed being a bottom to someone a lot younger than me). Alcohol is fine, non- or quitting smoking, but deal breaker on weed/drugs (work related). Soft-limits on pegging/anal. Hard-limits on blood, scat/watersports, vomit, and anything involving finance (findom, tribute, etc). I'm still new-ish to BDSM terms, so the list may change as I learn.

If you read all this then thank you. If you would like to know more or chat feel free to message. Start the chat with "fruit" so I know you read my post, or don't if you just have questions or want to chat casually.