Yeah, I know there's about a million of us out there looking for our Daddy or Mommy. I know there is like no chance I'll find what I'm looking for. But it's worth a shot :')

About me: Yes, I am quite overweight. I know Reddit hates that haha. I would love to lose weight and honestly kinda hoping in the long run a Dom can help me build better habits in my life, but currently it is what it is, can't change it overnight. If you happen to like heavier women, I do have a cute body type; I am extremely busty, thick thighs, big ass. I am more than happy to send a pic along right away so I don't waste your time but obviously don't waste my time by messaging me if you don't see yourself potentially being attracted to a fat woman.

Other than that, I'm very short, have pale skin, and a somewhat "alt" look. A subtle septum ring, pink hair, a handful of tattoos. As a person I think I do bring a good amount to the table; I'm cheerful, sweet, kind, smart, enthusiastic, passionate. Definitely on the dweebier end of the spectrum, if you get me started on one of my special interests, you're in for it :P I love the arts, especially music and film and literature, comics, cartoons, board games, nature, animals. Singing. Playing the ukulele, badly. Buying too many stuffed animals, duh.

I've been into kink for a looong time, and have kinda done it all. Well not all, but a lot. I am looking for a DDlg or MDlg (or NonBinaryDom/lg lmao) dynamic with serious power exchange, potentially something verging on 24/7. That's the ultimate goal. I will be honest, I'm really not hardwired for monogamy, but what I AM looking for is a kink-centered relationship to be my primary focus and Very Special Person. I just happen to enjoy getting to explore other dynamics, play with people of multiple genders, etc., and currently have a partner who is vanilla.

I love impact play, pain, rope bondage, fisting/pussy stretching, monster fucking/fantasy dildos, watersports, consensual non-consent/kidnapping, etc. etc. etc. I am extremely open minded. Very attracted to things that are taboo. Obviously there is the Dom/lg power exchange kinda relationship, but I am also very much in need of the more innocent side of ageplay/the Caregiver/little relationship. Cute outfits, bottles/pacifiers, coloring, etc. I do happen to enjoy diapers but it's not a necessity for me. But I really need both sides of that equation, the BDSM relationship and the ageplay relationship. Hopefully that makes sense.

About you: I just want someone local, or someone who could realistically become local. I don't do online play. I like in person interactions. I personally am in the Triangle area of NC and again, just realistically for the type of relationship I want to pursue, you would have to be within a reasonable drive of that area. Ideally no more than like a 90 minute drive or so from Durham. I have really no preferences when it comes to body type, gender identity, or race. Age, just be above the age of 25ish. And it would be great if you could have me over. But at this point, honestly, I am VERY open minded, if it's someone who I think I could build what I'm looking for with.

I'm just gonna leave it at that. I dunno why I bothered to spend so much time on this when it is 99.99999% likely to be unfruitful, but hope springs eternal I suppose.