Hello, you can call me K. , I'm a 21 years old brazillian physics student.

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Not my sharpest idea, but now, I'm already here, I'm not some shallow deviant who's only after fleeting pleasure, my madness resides mostly in personality itself, the best metaphor for this post is to imagine me as some madmen with a chainsaw busting into the BDSM dungeon and asking everyone to listen for like, 30 minutes and then leaving without another word, the chainsaw is out of fuel, it was all purely intimidation tactics, said that, there is a reason WHY I'm here, I'm not looking for something quick or casual, or to try and sell me as the devil under your bed who'll destroy your life, what I'm genually looking for beyond just kink stuff is to also actually develop into a relationship with someone, besides, I already got inside so might as well keep going, who knows.

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There's a strong artificial aspect to the way interactions go online, something that seems to slowly creep it's way to real life as well sometimes, like a masquerade in the name of emptiness, even in spaces like these, some are just looking for ways to be abusive and call it their kink, and I get it, some are into that, but I'm not here for that, I'm way more interested in D/s dynamics without the degradation part, there's probably some umbrella term for that and I'm just not knowledgeable enough on the topic, but I'd probably fit there, I have a pretty good idea where I stand in this whole endeavour, but the details are to come gradually, I'm looking for honesty and being upfront with intent, I don't really have a lot of experience, I ain't some 2 meters tall billionare with a body count of 4000, but that comes with time after all, and while "online" is definetly a starting point, it's not where I want things to stay at.

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I could say a million and one things to try and hype myself up, make it flashy, make it hot, but I belive there's merit in keeping it all simple, let you make your own conclusions, connections can be made in any sort of unlikely circunstance, kinky connections are no exception, I want to get to know you, REALLY know you, beyond the vanilla into the darkest portions of your being, beyond the kinky into the most genuine portions of who you are, pour time and effort you know, build something in the daybreak of both worlds.

Now, said that, I might also as well leave some SFW points about me, you can directly ask about the NSFW if you want to, maybe a kink list or something, I don't mind, I do wonder, however, what sort of impression I might have left without directly telling:

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(The stuff that's just common facts about me.)

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• Might as well take some formalities out of the way, I'm 1,80m tall and weight around 80kg, I'm not "fat" by any means, just out of shape, something I've been taking steps as of lately to fix, once my training is complete, NOTHING will stop me.
• Sorry but, no alcohol or recreational drugs, it's just not my thing, kinda of a dealbreaker.
• Not one to ghost people, even if ya' sent a message for some completely unrelated reason, I'll answer anyways, no problem.
• Don't really "use" reddit a lot, or any social media for that matter, I have them mostly as a way to talk, stuff like Discord, so if ya' need it, there's that.

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(The stuff more related to who I actually am)

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• Halfway between completely insane and the loner in the corner of the room, that one dude who's silently hidden somewhere in a library by himself but once interacted he never shuts up, throw in an abrasive laughter and a pinch of mania and you got yourself something pretty close to what I am, I'll answer fast when I can and probably get carried away if too many thoughts need to be communicated, buuut I'll also read what you sent wharever size it has.
• Interests are the very cliche nerdy stuff, Anime Series, Video Games, Books, Eldritch horrors beyond human comprehension, Space, Cats, you get the gist, however, I'm rather picky,, I'm into storytelling, good storytelling, not random-isekai about fridges number 7, the stuff with the hour-long video-essays analyzing the whole thing, recomendations are always appreciated.
• Like to belive I'm a rather creative person, however, that can be very subjective, so take that with a healthy amount of salt and some seasoning, at the end of the day, you'll end being the one to decide if that's true or not.
• I like learning new things a lot, that is to say, I may not be very knowledgeable about A LOT of things, but I'll gladly listen to wharever niche interest you might be hyperfocused on, that isn't to say I don't have things I'D be the one nerding out, but I learned to be a good listener.
• I'll also not say I'm the person with all the answers in the world, I don't think there's someone who carries ALL the wisdom at once, however, if you may need a shoulder, some words of comfort, someone to be there for ya', I'll always do my best to help, you deserve to meet people who put in effort, as much as anyone else.

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If you have any questions, you can, you know, just ask, I'll have no problem answering.

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Now, if after listening to the psycho with a chainsaw made ya' think it's a good idea to go back home with him, we can talk from there, just don't take me for gullibe, try and trick me, and I'm breaking your kneecaps, I'm looking for genuine connections, none of the half-assed bullshit, no, I don't mean that you should fall heads over heels over some basic boring rando on the internet, BUT, I AM making clear what my endgame is, connections can be made in any sort of unlikely place, overral, I'm the type of dude that'd love to meet you in a library, take you to an empty corner, and open the Gates of Knowledge to release Y̵o̴g̵'̷S̸o̷t̴h̶o̸t̵.

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...Hello? can you even hear me ?...are you there ?...