I'm sure you're looking for something specific. A spark that gets your gears turning. Makes you excited, makes you believe, makes you hopeful. Those sparks are usually hard to come by. They come when we least expect it, everyone knows that. So if we go into it expecting nothing, will we fare any better? When we are not looking to check off boxes, but simply enjoy the person on the other side, will we find ourselves finding something we weren't looking for? Finding what we needed, when we didn't know it.

I guess that's what I'm looking for. To connect. But not just with a fun conversationalist, but someone to control my toy. We can connect in conversation, while you connect to the toy between my legs. How long can you tease me before I cave? Before I turn into a desperate needy Lil plaything. How long can you stay connected to the toy, before you not only have control of my pleasure, but control of my mind. Can you play with the settings while you play with my heart? Do you want to pretend you're a decade younger and love is a fickle but magical thing that you can control with your finger. Will you have me begging for mercy, so close to the edge only for you to turn off the toy? Or worse yet...the battery ceases.

I'm not looking for anything specific, but there are things that simply call to me. In the way you present yourself. In the things you say. Theres no magic formula for a connection, there just is. Illogical forces at play moving us along paths and sometimes we meet at an intersection. Sometimes it's timing. Luck. Skill. Knowledge. Sometimes it simply is. The beauty is in the details. As is the devil. The beauty is enjoying each moment, no matter how minute.

Some basic kinks are exhibitionism, orgasm control, mind control, DDlg, ageplay, degradation, humiliation, public play, praise.

You are older, maybe 30-45. In Eastern Time zone preferably but anywhere in North America is OK. Willing or open to download the lovense app so you can control me. Dominant, assertive, intelligent.

Introduce yourself, the basics. Tell me what you connected with the most, or tell me whatever simply flows out of you. What dark desires emerge when you read my words. Show me the demon inside, I want to play with him.