Hi, So first off thank you for taking the time to read this. Here are a few things about me before jumping in the deep end!!!

Currently listening to Will He by Joji

I am the type of person who loves to do anything creative. I mainly draw because it's the cheapest option, but if I can I would love to get into painting and sculpting. I would also LOVE the opportunity to do blacksmithing or woodworking and incorporate artistic designs into my work there too. I do also have some different projects on YouTube I'd like to do for fun very soon (currently settling into a new apartment first). My love for creating and designing things also influences other aspects of my life like in video games. My all time favorite game has to be either Minecraft or Mario Maker lol. I think its pretty self explanatory why. That sentiment also includes my career path like my major in college which is for Aerospace Engineering. I just love making things and turning my ideas into something. Besides that aspect of myself I would also say I love learning how things work and why things are the way they are in the present day. I love connecting the dots between points in history with new discoveries in physics and chemistry and how those inspired someone else to create a work of art that then led to some heist that in turn started a war and so on and so on. I believe you can find anything interesting to learn about if approached from the right angle. And if you can find the right way to look at it and get into the topic then you end up learning the stuff you thought was boring anyway!!! Anyways, I could go on and on and ramble an entire incoherent novel so I'll move on.

So now for the reason I'm here. First I want to reiterate that I am asexual and I do not have any desire for actual sex. I do not enjoy it at all. What I am seeking is a headspace that I only get from being dominated by someone. I love the headpats and the commands. I love the sweet but powerful and stern words that make me want to be obedient. I love someone who isn't scared to be a little selfish to use me for their pleasure. I love the trust and complete vulnerability of handing over all the control to somebody else. Gotta be honest it gives me all the butterflies no matter how many times I think about it O_O

Now if we were to talk about kinks I only have two that are something I actually actively think about often. One being macrophilia, but that isn't something that can even happen irl so I won't linger on it. The other is I have a foot kink. Now I wouldn't want to have footjobs or anything like that. I'm not really into that, but I do like the idea of worshipping them a little. Maybe give my Dom a nice foot massage after a long day at work or just be beneath them as a both a literal and a figurative way of showing their power over me. Mostly I just love using it as a tool to further show my submission to my Dom, but I do very much have an appreciation for the aesthetic beauty that feet can have! Other than that there are a lot of things I think I can enjoy, but nothing specific. Just as long as it furthers my submission to my Dom. I am open to trying pretty much anything especially if it is something that my Dom would enjoy even if it's something I'm indifferent to because of the Asexual stuff. I just see it as another way to be submissive to them, you know? I just do not like penetration at all whether it be me or them doing the penetrating. Now, I will say I am open to the idea of having a one sided open relationship where the Dom gets that need met with other people. I just want to have the relationship part and to still be submissive to them. In fact I think that if my Dom does want to do that it opens the doors for a whole bunch of new ways for me to submit even more to them. I am also open to being in a less serious relationship and being submissive platonically as well :)

Now, I will say that I definitely do NOT want to jump into anything quickly. Before I even think about submitting myself to anyone I need to get to know them first. Like can we actually vibe together? Can we have meaningful conversations outside of the dynamic about art, philosophy, history, or even just how our days were? Can we be friends as well as D/s partners? The point is I want an actual connection to be there. I'm not gonna just give my being to anyone.

One last thing I want to talk about is the Asexual stuff. I feel like some people may not understand it and that's okay. It's something that is difficult to wrap your head around at first especially if you aren't Asexual. Essentially all it means is I feel no sexual attraction. That does not mean that I don't feel any other types of attraction though. I can still feel romantic attraction which is all the lovey dovey stuff. I also still feel aesthetic attraction which is basically being able to still appreciate how beautiful someone is without that feeling of wanting to actually have sex with them. This can still include appreciation for how boobs or a nice booty looks or even how the nude body looks as well. It just doesn't go beyond that. For me I personally would rather keep clothes on, but I can still appreciate these types of things nude as well. Also I mentioned this earlier but I have this for feet as well. The last type of attraction would be sensual attraction. This is basically for touch and includes basic things like hand holding, hugging, kissing, and cuddling etc (which I am a HUGE fan of all of them), but this can also get into things like holding someone's thigh or touching breasts or someone's butt and for some even touching the genitalia as well. For me personally I don't really like genitalia all that much or nipples hence why I said I'd rather clothes stay on above (but they don't have to). I would however like to touch some areas with my hands or even kiss/lick areas a little. This also would include the rest of the foot stuff like massages and worship etc. That's the basic run down of it I think, but if you have any questions at all about anything not just the Ace stuff I'd be more than happy to elaborate so please don't hesitate to ask :)

Anyways, I think that'll be it for me right now. I want to give you a big thank you if you put aside the time to read this all the way through. It really means a lot to me! I tend to ramble a lot, but at the same time I also left out so many other things I wanted to mention here. Ugh, I'm scatterbrained lol. I look forward to speaking with you!!!